Day 4 (I know I skipped few days)
-Jungkook Pov-
Aish, time does go buy quickly but I don't want it to because the more faster it got the more father away I am from Jimin...
I take a walk outside to clear my thoughts and start fresh but how can you when you leaving in 10 days? I wish Jimin could just admit that he likes me or even show me that he does, even if it was just for a second as long as I knew he does. Then maybe I could reject the offer my mum gave me...
After a couple an hour of walking I decide to go to the closes convenient store which was a block away from my house. As I went in my eyes shifted to the person but why does he look like his... Crying?
-Jimin Pov-
I hate my life right now....
My family, the people that are supposed to be there for you and support you hated me, they never cared about me. They used me- why am I thinking about this? well...
*flashback*
I decided to go and visit my family
Since I haven't seen them in a while now and thought it would be a nice surprise. I missed them so much and couldn't wait to tell them all about the things that had happened in school-
"Thank goodness Jimin isn't here" I open the door knob slightly and over hear the conversation my Aunties and uncles are talking about.
"I know right but hey at least we get money form him right?" They all laugh, why did I ever decide to give them my money?
"He so helpless and weird no wonder why his parents left" I clench my fist controlling the blood that was boiling all over my body. My family, my own flesh and blood... Doesn't even care about me... Aish, who knew right? It wasn't a surprise to me anyway. I closed the door quietly so they wouldn't notice I was even there but didn't even realise that I was crying.
"Jimin pabo, you should have never went there...." I mutter to myself as more and more tears fall. You thought they loved you? they never did and never will so stop hoping that they will! I didn't notice that I started running to who knows where and just cry like a baby... I look from left to right and find a convince the store.
*end of flashback*
I hide myself in my hoodie and hope that nobody notices until-
"Jimin?" I know that voice anywhere "a-are you crying?"
I turn and see none other than Jeon Jungkook with a worry written all over his face but I didn't feel like I wanted to talk to him or anyone, "why would you care?" I say coldly and head to the drinks. I was looking for a particular drink.
"Is there anything wrong with caring about some-"
"Oh please don't give me that bullshit" I stop in my tracks, not bothering to notice some of the people staring at us. I turn on my heel and look for the one thing that can 'fix' my problems... Soju. I reach out and grab a box with six bottle of soju and head towards the counter with Jungkook following from behind.
"Can you stop following me?" He shakes his head and smirks at me which just makes me more annoyed
"What are you gonna do drink the pain away?" I give the cashier the money then head out.
"Yes, what else am I gonna do with it?"
"Ok... I'll join you" What?!
"Who said you were invited to join me?"
"I said it and plus what if you get drunk how will you find your way home?" He did have a point there and I couldn't argue with that... Damn you Jungkook.
Instead of going home we headed to a park, it was pretty empty since it was 5:30 pm but you could still see a few people walking by. We sat on the bench while I placed the soju box in between us and grabbed one then opened and taste the bitterness hit my palette.
"Jungkook can I ask you something?"
"Sure?"
"What do you and your family do? Do you visit them or..."
"Actually I haven't seen my family for a very long time because they live in my hometown Busan"
"You were born in Busan?" He nodded in response as I take another sip of soju
"Same"
-A few minutes later-
I was drunk, I couldn't even sit up right and I started to hiccup which was embarrassing... But what was more embarrassing was when I started babbling about weird shit I've done in my youthful days.
"You know what Jungkook..." He raises his head and looks at me, I look back and man I forgot how he looked liked up close, he was so beautiful and handsome and hot... How can you be those things at the same time?! it's probably the side affects of alcohol. I take another sip again from my fourth bottle of soju then continued.
"We're almost the same... We ha-have no p-pare-nts, go to the s-same sch-ool and stuff but you know what the difference is?" He shakes his hades and waits for me to continue
"One of us was abandoned a-and i-I'm tha-that someone. Your family probably ca-ca-cares about you but look at me... My family talks shit behind m-my back hehehe and you know what's the funny part? Is th-that I believe what they say about me, I'm to fat, useless, hopeless, abandoned, lazy, good for nothin-" I was interrupted with a pair of lips on mine. My eyes widened in surprise. HOLY MOLY JUNGKOOKS KISSING ME!!!
"Don't say things like that Jimin, your beautiful, smart, helpful and kind even though your cold towards me I know that even if there a cold Jimin there's a warm fuzzy chimchim in there somewhere." I blush at his comment and look away. But he cups my face with his hands to make me face him.
"How many times have I told you to never hide that face of yours it's cute" he pecks my nose and hugs me, leaving me still speechless, I kind of enjoyed the hug, I felt protected and safe... Lub-dub-lub-dub
"Jungkook..." I whisper in his ear
"Yeah"
"I-I..." And what do you know I wasn't able to finish my sentence because I was to comfortable that I actually fell asleep...
-Jungkook Pov-
He fell asleep on my shoulder not being able to finish his sentence, I give him a piggyback back to my apartment it was kind of hard for me to concentrate since I could feel his warm breathe hit my neck. Finally we arrived and I lay Jimin down in my bed carefully as I was about to leave and close the door he says something.
"Jungkook... Stop playing with my feelings" I smile but felt disappointment, I started to slowly walk to wards him then lean down to kiss his forehead.
"Good night Jimin... Stop playing with my heart" I love you...
A/n: ok I know.... I'm sorry for not updating quicker, it pains me to leave you hanging and plus I was watching "Scarlet Heart" and the feels are just everywhere right now. Again, sorry for disappointing you but I hoped you enjoyed this chapter, if you do please vote (don't have to), share or even leave a comment. Thank you so much for you support and as always Jikook is life, till next time bye bye - JamsKookieSuga ❤️
