What YouTube does to you (completed)

Him and Me

...............4 years later...............

"Merry Christmas everybody."

"Mom, I love you. Please don't go."

She left me, my family, and my fiancé standing in the hospital in tears. She was gone. Kevin- our stepdad divorced my mom two years ago right before my mom was told she had cancer. Six years ago, my brother had moved into an apartment right after he graduated high school. Last year, Edward proposed me. Of course I said yes. I was left to buy the house and Edward moved in. I got over my depression and left the video to be just a video. Now I had to start a new chapter.

Chapter ten

A baby was my next plan since Edward had a job and I worked at home and became an author. We were a very happily married couple, but I feels like we had lost communication. Tonight was going to be perfect.

"Hey babe."

"Ya."

"What time do you get off tonight?"

"3."

"Ok."

"Why?"

"Just planning on making another book."

"Oh, well I'll see you after work."

"Ok."

He left, no kiss, no hug, no "I love you." There again, he lost communication, I felt like we lost the love we used to have. I was going to change that.

3 pm.........

"Babe, I'm home."

......

"Babe?"

.........

"Babe? You home?"

"Edward is that you?"

"Ya, where you at."

"Up here."

"Ok."

"Did you have a good day at work."

"It was long."

"I missed you."

"I couldn't wait to get home."

.......

"Babe, are you ok?"

"Can you come here?"

"Sure!"

"I'm in the bathroom."

He came I shirtless.

"What's up?"

"Honey, I have something to tell you."

"What is it?"

"I'm pregnant."

"Oh my god that's amazing!"

He came in running to me and picked me up. He twirled me in a little circle, then carried me to the bed. Our lips never where left unkissed.

"I wanted to come home and tell you I wanted to start a family."

"Too late!"

Best night ever, he left for work leaving me a note on the pillow.

"Write a book like you never wrote one ever. Tell them a story of us or how we became the best of friends. All the little arguments we had. It's time for you to start a new chapter. For now, I'll be the very best I can. I love you with all my heart. Love, Edward"

I dragged my butt out of bed and threw on some of my fuzzy pj's and started to type.

Because of you

Kindergarten threw the present day, we had been the best of friends.

Him and me

You had seen me cry, you had seen me dressed up waiting for the right guy. You had seen me at my worst too. With my hair up in a sock bun and wearing fuzzy pj's and a short top. I have seen you at your best and worst. Trust me, you looked better than me in both good and bad. You tried to help me find a guy when I helped you an an English essay. You helped me with shopping when I helped you with homework. We liked the same foods, movies, even music. We shared lots of things in commen while you and I picked each other's selfs up after laughing. We told other people who insulted our friend that is you insult me I can handle it, but if you insult my best friend. You die. We were always by each others side. Never disagreed. He never really knew how much I was falling in love with him.

We were the best of friends threw good and bad.

Just him and me.

I couldn't think if anything. My mind was settled on the little tiny baby inside of me. I was home alone. Holding on for dear love.

"Babe, you home?"

"Ya."

"I'll be there in a moment."

"Ok."

I was staring at myself in the mirror. Thinking how ugly I was. How too ugly I was to be a mother.

"Hey, how are you babe?"

"Fine."

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing. Just thinking."

"Ok?"

We went to bed that night I knew that something was terribly wrong. I woke up on my stomach and took a deep breath, slowly turning over to my right side. The side of my bed was made and all that was left there was a note.

Dear My Dearest Chloe,

I found out that you were unhappy and I went to start to think that I was the problem. Ready or not, I'm out of town on business. Life business, well, it involves time. Time that I knew I couldn't have while being with you. I can't fix you. You have to fix yourself. I was in the way. This has to do with if-you-never-try, you'll-never-fail-type of stuff. I didn't want to stand in your way to success. I love you Chloe. This isn't goodbye.

Love,

Edward

Chapter eleven

He left me. He left me so that I had nothing. He didn't tell me where I was going. He didn't tell me when he was coming back. He didn't tell me what I did wrong. Except for the fact that maybe that I grew into a even uglier girl. Who was I?

There again, there was no more him and me. There was no more perfect boyfriend, no more ugly Chloe, no more crap. The only thing I had was the tiny little baby that sat in my fat belly cry. She was all I had. I sat on my bed-edge of my bed- letting one tear after the other make thine ink on the note turn into a blur.

I remember when we used to sit by the water. I remember when you were 17 and worked part time waiting tables. I remember the time you joked me into thinking that Justin Timberlake was in the beach and made me turn around while you pull out that ring. That ring that made you the best thing that's ever been mine. Until 2am on a Tuesday morning when you said that you'd never leave me alone. He said that he fell in love with a careless mans carful daughter. I could see that now, that, that was all just a tease. We where both young when we first saw each other. I was walking in the new school that made me popular. That video though. You took me someplace so that we could be alone. This love was difficult, but it was real. It was a love story so I said yes. My faith in you has faded. My hope is dead.

I turned the lock and put my headphones on. You always said that you didn't get this song, but I did. I always did.