What YouTube does to you (completed)

Starting a new chapter

(If you listen to Say Something by- A great big world it makes it even better)

8 and a half months later...........





"Chloe, one more push."
The room was nothing but a blur and all I heard was screaming. My boyfriend- new boyfriend- was standing right beside me holding my hand- tightly. Then I hear the cry. I don't know that how much that cry can make all your stress fall off your shoulders. The fear didn't fill me. They took her away from me in a rush.
"Mam, did you know you had twins?"
"What? No."
"Well get ready."
I push one more time and he's out.
The nurse gave me the baby boy but rushed the baby girl.
"What's wrong with her?"
"She's not fully developed, so we just want to make sure her body is working properly."
I looked back and Alex with tears in my eyes. I didn't know what to say, or do, or what I did, or what would happen next. The only place we can go is up.
I was "resting" and I could hear Alex praying. I mean praying, while holding her.



"What will you name her mam?"
"I don't know, what do you think Alex?"
"Ummm, Morgan."
"I like it."
"Is it official?"
I nodded my head looking back at him.
"Ok. Would you like to hold her?"
"Please."
"I'll be right back."
She came back holding my beautiful baby girl. When I look at her, I cry. She is so much like her dad.
"What about him?"
"Greyson."
There he was. Wrapped in a blue blanket. All I did when I looked at him was cry. Greyson was the spitting image of....of....his dad. The big brown eyes. They shined bright and were so beautiful. I did nothing but cry. My best friend Serena arrived at the hospital. She came in the door and turned into tears.
"Rena?"
"Hey."
"You came her? For me?"
"Why wouldn't I?"
"I'm a pathetic friend. Cousin. Sister. Everything."
"No, no, you will always be the star of my life."
"So your not mad at me?"
"Nope." Popping the "p".
She came over to me and game me the biggest bear hug ever.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
She let go and looked down at Greyson.
"Can I hold him?"
I nodded.
"He so beautiful."
I cried even more.
"I no boo. He's so much like his dad. It's hard, but you have Alex now."
"You don't know how hard it is."
"I do."
"I really though Edward was the one. That first day. The flashbacks to the time he didn't want me to leave his sight to the letter."
She held a bag that had a present in it.
"And iPod?"
"Ya."
"I'm so sorry Rena. I've been such a pathetic friend."
"No. You gave me the strength I never thought I had. You made me believe in myself. Now it's time for me to start a new chapter."




My phone rang.
"Hello."
"Chloe?"
"....."
"I miss you."
"How dare you."
"I'm sorry."
"You jerk."
"I needed time."
" *sigh* "
"Chloe, give me another chance."
"I can't."
"Please."
"It's to late."
"Let me talk to him."
Alex, he want to talk to you.
"What."
"She belongs with me."
"No she doesn't."
"If it doesn't work out you can have her back."
"What's in it for me?"
"A brand new car. Anything."
"Fine."
The door opened. There he stood. My heart skipped a beat.
"I waited for you for so long." I said while crying.
"........"
"Say something."
"........"
"I'm giving up on you."
"I never stopped loving you."
"Yes you did."
"I need time."
"Time for what."
"You. Money. Love."
"What?"
"I was making a surprise while needing time."
"You what."
"I love you Chloe."
I felt pathetic and stupid.
"I.....I love you too."
I stood up. He ran up to me and like he did when we were young, he twirled me in a little circle. He held my head and took my thoughts away simply by staring at my eyes. Those big brown eyes hypnotized me unlike anything else.
Alex left the room. He didn't make me feel special anyways. Nothing like Edward. This love was difficult, but it was real.
Rena, of course had her camera, took a picture of us. Kissing, hugging, holding our twins. She made picture perfect pictures.
"Sisters for ever." Lip saying it behind Edwards back.
Face it, ya I'm not the prefect-mini skirt- high heal-lipstick-heavy perfume-cheerleader-dating the star football player- type of girl, but Edward didn't want to lose the chances of losing me.
The video was still a video. Greyson and Morgan are 2. Oh, the Teriffic-twos. Noting sarcasm. Headaches were worth the beautiful children I knew the would grow up to be. Greyson being the protective-safisticated-annoying brother. Morgan being the all dolled up-skirt wearing-drama queen- curly hair-popular girl. I could just see it.
Meanwhile, i had to think about other things. I had to think about how my life would work out with reuniting my live for Edward and take care of my twins. Plus, I had to spend time with Rena, to make up for that time I wasn't able to see her. Those 4 years of silence.