What YouTube does to you (completed)

I cant

I was finally ready to come home and get some sleep. Plenty of sleep. Just kidding. Every moment of my twins raising, I wasn't to see. No adoption. No abandoning them. No hate. No leaving them behind. No moving. No secrets. But, I can't love Edward like I used to. I just can't. I don't have enough time to love him. I love him, just not as much. Giving the fact that I had the wedding ring on, that proved that I still loved him. I need real time. I just can't.

It seems impossible to love someone who left you for 8 and a half months and then wanted you back. Who knows what he did while I was pregnant.

"Chloe, I want to show you something."

"I want to go home."

"We are."

"Than what are you going to show me."

"Home."

"I'm confused."

"You'll see babe."

*sigh*

We made the wrong turn to go home. I had everything there. Literally, everything.

"Where are we going."

"Home."

"You lier, home is back there.."

"Calm down Chloe."

"Pull over, I want out."

"Chloe, there's nothing back there."

"Dammit Edward. What did you do?"

"I used my time for you."

No. He was telling the truth about using his time for me.

We pulled into an unfamiliar drive way.

"What are we doing here?"

"This is home."

"What?!'

It was huge. Let me rephrase that. It was insanely huge. Beautiful for that matter. I was shocked and then I got the feeling I never thought I would ever feel again.

"I love you Edward."

He smiled and got out. He walked over to the passenger side. Like the gentleman he was, he helped me out of the car.

"Welcome to your new home. All your things are put away. A four bedroom, three full bathrooms, full kitchen, finished basement, and a pool and full back yard."

"How could you afford this?"

"My new job."

"What that?"

"Hollywood director."

"Oh my god."

I ran up to him and jumped up so my legs wrapped around him. I did love him. I really did.

I can't. I had too much to worry about. I ignored that annoying little voice in my head-it about time-and enjoyed life in the fast lane.

"You're going to hate me for bringing it up, but that music producer, well he wants to make you famous."

"What?!"

"Ya, I was talking with him the other day on the phone and he mentioned you."

"No, I can't."

"Sure you can."

"Edward, it's out of the question. I have other things to worry about. Greyson and Morgan are the star ps of my life and that's all I need."

"Chloe," he took my hands, "you not working alone anymore. You have me to help."

"I don't know."

"You have to Chloe, you deserve it."

"Fine. Fine. Fine, I'll do it."

"I tell him."