AN: Hola Coca Cola! So I've been in the middle of moving :/ and man, moving out on your own in L.A. is a byatch! Does anyone wanna move in with me and be my roomate?! I promise I won't cook for you and will try to not take up too much closet space! (HA!)
Anywho, guys! My front yard looks awesome!Thanks to all the flaming bags you guys sent me, I was able to fertilize the entire garden X) Haha, no but seriously! Damn! I was scared for my life after reading some of your reviews... :S
On that note, thank you, thank you, thank you for all the love! (Tough love is love too) Your reviews are freaking awesome and I love you all! Yes, even those of you who threatened and insulted me... I like it rough ;}
Jade
I wake up to warm fingers softly trailing down my arm, sliding off my hand and up onto my hip, where they continue caressing a pathway to my thigh and back again. I let out a small sigh and smile as I open my eyes and am greeted with such a beautiful fucking sight I'm certain I'm still dreaming.
Tori is laying on her side facing me, her head held up by a propped up arm while her other one is busy setting goose bumps across my skin. Her hair is tousled and disheveled, cascading messily around her. Light coming in from the window giving her body, which is loosely wrapped in a sheet with only her legs, parts of her stomach and arms visible, an outer-worldly glow that makes my breath catch.
"Mornin'." She whispers giving me a small, delicate smile.
"Mmm." I grunt in response, to which she chuckles faintly. I grab a fistful of her sheet and pull her roughly towards me, wrapping my arms around her and burying my face in the crook of her neck. I inhale her deeply, her scent mixed with mine creating an aroma that makes me deliciously lightheaded. "I want to wake up to you every single day." I mumble into her neck before kissing her just below her jaw. I feel her stiffen in my arms before she tightens her grip around me, one of her hands tangling itself in my hair and pressing me further into her. I take that as a good sign and continue kissing her, moving up her neck as one of my hands slips under the sheet and skims the soft plane of her stomach. I feel her release a shaky breath by my ear as her grasp on me tightens impossibly more, before her body suddenly begins trembling against me.
What the fuck?
I freeze and immediately pull back when I hear her choke back a sob. She tries to pull me into her again but I manage to retract my head enough to see her face.
"Oh my God, Tor, what's wrong?" I gasp when I see how red and puffy her eyes are from crying, and I doubt it's just from these past thirty seconds. I raise my hand up to brush the hair from her face and she shuts her eyes tightly, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Come here." I whisper as I pull her into me again and hold her firmly.
"I'm sorry…" she chokes. "I-I didn't wanna say anything… I didn't want you to get mad and-and leave!" My eyebrows furrow in confusion because I have no fucking idea what the hell is going on.
"Why would I get mad Tori?" I press a small kiss into her hair and continue rubbing circles on her back in an attempt to calm her down."I'm right here… I'm not going anywhere…" She clutches the sheets around me even tighter as her sobs begin to wreck her body violently, leaving me with no other choice but to simply sit there and hold her 'til she calms down enough to hopefully explain what's gotten into her.
A million thoughts run through my mind:
Maybe she's regretting everything.
Maybe she's realized this was all more of an experimental experience to her.
