A Good Addiction - Volume 1

Chapter 14 - Bored To Tears

Weizhou chuckled after the phone call, thinking about Jingyu's reaction to his dream, and current state of mess. He got up to shower and clean up, still feeling a residual electricity from the set of dreams he had. So vivid, like it was yesterday.

Towards the end of the call, Jingyu had hinted at repeating their last sexual encounter. He'd commanded: no more wet dreams, jerking off, etc. Weizhou balked at that, but he secretly enjoyed hearing that from Jingyu. He liked the idea that, no matter what he had been used to, his body wasn't just his anymore. The implication of that worked both ways, too.

Weizhou glanced over at the bathroom counter and noticed the sleep medicine there, almost three quarters of it gone. He hadn't realized he used that much of it. Reading the label, he had exceeded the warning limits within 24 hours. "Side effects may cause: vomiting, bloody stool, and/or hallucinations." He laughed and shook his head. "Hallucinations, indeed." he said aloud.

He stood nude in front of the mirror, contemplating his current state. He was feeling a great deal better. He felt somewhat tired, and a little fuzzy-headed, but overall it was a great improvement over just 36 hrs ago... which meant tomorrow evening Jingyu was back. He smiled in the mirror at that thought. He looked at his abs, flexing them a bit. He needed to get back to working out. Thinking back to Jingyu, his mind wandered to their next encounter. Weizhou wanted to give a role reversal a try, perhaps a little online surfing to learn a few tips and tricks would be good.

He hopped in the shower and let the three showerheads pummel him with hot water. The hotter the better. After the steam built up, he could feel it loosening things up in his lungs. Good, it will help with recovery. The attention on his lungs made him ponder his smoking habit that he was quitting. Yet another issue that showed how good Jingyu was for him. His thoughts wandered more, and he started wondering again if he's good for Jingyu. Weizhou felt like he should be able to list things off that were positive, yet he couldn't think of a single one. He shook his head, as if to force him from falling into this line of depressive thinking.

Wrapping up his shower, he dried off and threw some clean pajamas on, then called housekeeping to service the bed. He sauntered into the kitchen and rummaged around looking for items to eat. He noticed a gift basket on the counter, "From ChenWen - feel better soon, Zhou Zhou!" Weizhou smiled and shook his head, guessing Jingyu told them he was sick. He grabbed an orange out of the basket and peeled it, and put it on the plate next to some crackers, nuts, and cheese. He heated up some chicken broth in the microwave and put that in a large mug to sip.

Sitting in front of his laptop, he started his VPN and began to search. "How to be a good top". Interesting, a good amount of articles on it...

After reading for about thirty minutes, he realized his assumptions had been wrong... topping wasn't as easy as he had thought. There's a good deal of effort involved in making sure you satisfy your partner. Weizhou thought back to their last time and was struck with adoration of Jingyu and how he is so good to him. Yes, there's some effort and preparation on the part of the bottom, but for Jingyu to elicit such a response from him like the last time, it showed how deep Jingyu cared, and how much effort he expended. Weizhou began growing more concern at his ability to do the same, as he wanted nothing more than for Jingyu to have the same experience.

In the end, Weizhou had an idea of the things he needed to be aware of and do, and decided the best course to take was to be open with Jingyu about it. Fortunately, they were both healthy and monogamous, so that ruled out some of the difficulty.

Li Hao poked his head in. "Do you feel ok enough to meet about the Vogue/Bulgari event?

Weizhou nodded, "Yes. When is it again?"