Heaven

|Three|

Mark came in without knocking to see Sean asleep on Felix's shoulder, Felix was petting his hair gently, seeming not to care that Sean had taken a nap on him.

"You seem comfortable" Mark said in a hushed tone.

"What? uh- no! I just, he kinda passed out while we were waiting for you" Felix stammered out a response that made Mark chuckle.

"Calm down Felix, just wake him up so we can get on with it" Mark said, deciding not to tease his friend relentlessly.

Felix nodded and shook Sean's shoulder calmly, Sean opened his eyes looking up into Felix's, Sean felt his cheeks go red, as Sean gave him a soft smile.

"Wake up sleepy head" Felix said "Time to go"

Mark chuckled softly, and Sean felt like crawling into a hole, of course he fell asleep one Felix, he had spent nearly all night working on a composition for someone. Sean got up of the couch rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

"Sorry Felix, I was up half to the night working on a composition" he said in a slightly gruff sounding voice.

"Its fine" Felix said dismissively.

Mark led Felix and Sean down to the dull party shop, the world felt like it didn't have that much color anymore, even the party shop seemed grim and boring. Mark lead them to the custom section and he was looking at different outfits.

"Sexy nurse?" Mark asked holding the outfit up to his body.

"No" Felix said leaning against a shelf that had different, things on it, including some sex toys.

Felix glanced at the condoms on his right 'Cherry Flavored', he involuntarily scrunched up his nose.

"Why are sex toys by the customs" Sean said comfortably.

"Well they are adult customs, and its not October" Mark winked.

Sean shook his head feeling his cheeks heat up again, he glanced at Felix who was now looking at the different sex toys.

"How about... Doctor?" Mark asked.

Felix glanced over seeing the outfits.

"Try school boy first" Felix said.

Mark shoved the outfit into Sean's hands and grabbed out the school boy outfit. He went into the changing room and Felix went back to looking at the toys. Felix was acutely a where of how long it had been since he had any kind of romantic contact. A hand on his shoulder made his shiver before he looked over to see Sean's blue eyes.

"Getting one?" Sean teased.

Felix cheeks turned a light shade of pink "Shut up" he said making Sean laugh.

Mark came out in the school boy uniform. Felix glance him up and down and smiled softly "Lady's and gentleman I believe we have a winner" he joked.

"good" Mark smiled and went back into the changing room.

"Do you always help him with stuff like this?" Sean asked.

Felix nodded "Yeah, guess I have always been secure in my sexuality" he said with a airy laugh.

Though lately that security went away, it left him, that was when Sean came around, though he wasn't willing to admit anything to himself or to anyone else.

"Okay you guys wanna get anything here?" Mark asked.

Felix and Sean shook there head and Mark started to lead them to the check out. Felix grabbed the cheery flavored condoms when the boys weren't looking. Mark bought his outfit and Felix put the condoms and some candy bars on the table, trying to hide the packet.

"Having some fun tonight I see, big date?" the cashier smirked.

Sean and Mark looked at him funny and ha paid for his stuff. The walked out.

"Why did you buy condoms?" Mark finally asked, Felix was waiting for him to.

"Just in case- can never be to safe" Felix said.

"You gonna start dating again?" Mark asked.

"No"

"Going out?" Mark asked.

"No" Felix shook his head, Mark dropped it and they went back to his apartment, Mark thanked them for there time and went to his apartment. Felix threw the bag in his room and went to sit down on couch.

Felix and Sean spent the rest of the night just relaxing. Every now and then a topic of discussion would come up, but not often, and Felix went to bed looking up at the ceiling, all kinds of thoughts swimming around in his head. He hated everything about it. Felix sighed.

"I'm sick" he mumbled before turning over to go to sleep.

//Sorry for short chapter, a longer one will be up tomorrow ^~^