Heaven

| Eight |

//TW: Cutting, more mentions of self harm

Felix finished his cigarette out on the fire escape and went back into the apartment, he didn't want to be alone at the moment, so he deiced he would go watch Sean work. Felix took off the worn-out jacket hanging throwing it on the chair before he walked to the closed door.

Felix hesitated for a second, thinking he should knock, but he figured him and Sean were probably past knocking at this point. Felix opened the door handle, and a gasp came from him when he saw Sean's arm bleeding with the razor in his hands.

Sean curled into a ball hoping that a whole would come and swallow him into the earth. Felix shut the door and walked over him.

"Sean what the hell are you doing?!" Felix said his voice angry and loud, he didn't know how else to react at the moment, Sean not responding didn't help the matter. "Sean look at me" Felix made Sean look at him, it took a lot but he eventually got him to. "Are you stupid you could of seriously hurt yourself!!" he said, his voice stern, anger had left from it, replaced with worry, and confusion.

"I-I'm sorry Fe" Sean said starting to cry, it hurt worse knowing he got caught by Felix, and that he was disappointed, more then the bleeding cuts on his arm. "I'm really sorry" he said hiccuping slightly from crying so much.

Felix pulled the crying boy into his arms and shushing him softly, cradling him in his arms until he calmed down a bit. Felix carried Sean to the bathroom and cleaned the cuts along with wrapping them up.

"I'm sorry I yelled, I just didn't know how else to react, I promise I'm not angry at you" Felix said giving him a soft kiss on the forehead.

The green haired man sniffed and looked up at Felix "Can you sleep with me tonight?" he asked softly.

"Of course baby" Felix nodded. He knew he didn't need to but he carried Sean back to his bedroom and laid in bed with the boy.

Sean clung to Felix. This whole thing scared him, it would be safer not to go out with Felix, but he felt like he had fallen in love with the boy, he felt stupid for doing such a thing. Sean sighed, he never felt the same feelings for a girl, as he did for Felix.

Sean looked slightly up to see Felix sleeping already, Sean smiled and leaned up giving him a small peck on the lips before he laid back down on the taller mans chest and fell asleep.

The next morning Sean woke up cold and with out Felix, he looked around for a sweater and noticed Felix had left his on his floor. Sean grabbed it and put it on himself, it was Felix's black sweater with 'no fun' written on the front. Sean always loved it on Felix.

Sean walked out to see Felix making breakfast, and the coffee was almost done brewing.

"Morning" Sean said kissing Felix on the cheek before grabbing himself a cup of coffee.

"Mornin'" Felix responded finishing up breakfast, he handed Sean a plate and they went to sit in the living room.

Felix turned on the news right away, they we're reporting the weather.

"I should probably let it go... but why did you hurt yourself Sean?" Felix looked at him shoving a fork full of eggs in his mouth.

"I-I didn't know how else to deal with the stress, did you see the way that F-A-G looked at me?" Sean said shivering "I mean we haven't, but he still looked like he knew" Sean sighed nibbling at the bit of toast he had.

"Don't worry about that, they'll have to get through me before they can get to you" Felix smiled.

It calmed Sean down a bit, but the thought of Felix getting hurt was to much for him to think about. Sean didn't know if he would make it the mental hospitals, not with the way they were treating gays.

"The man on the lose now has a warrant out for his arrest, if anyone is able to catch this man" A picture of Mark showed up and Felix turned up the tv "there is a 2 million dollar reward out for his arrest, this person who is of wrong doing needs to killed for not wanted to heal his sickness" the man said "In other news- you may noticed our women anchor isn't here today, we'll both her and her girlfriend are being treated hopefully we will have her back with us soon" Sean turned off the tv.

"I'm worried about us Felix, what if we get caught?" Sean said looking at Felix "Its horrible, all we want to do is love who we love and they won't let us do that" Sean said tearing up.

"I know..." Felix warped a free arm around Sean "Do- do you want to keep going out?" Felix asked.

"What do you mean?" Sean asked sniffing slightly and taking a drink of his coffee.

"We can break up if this is to much for you... I'm worried more about you mental health then anything else at this point" Felix frowned "so do you want to keep this thing up? whatever we are..."

//Sorry it took so long to get this out ^~^ you guys gonna be catching the second stream today? I have no work so I can!!