The Wall Between Monsters

Minah POV

"What!?" Kai choked on his water and I just looked at Sehun in shock.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" Sehun said the words again.

"Um..." I was flabbergasted. I love that word. He caught me entirely off guard.

"I know it is sudden, but I have been trying to gain the courage to ask you to be my girlfriend since our first date. Liv-a." Kai looked at us in confusion. "I was too afraid to admit my feelings to you. Minah, would you be my girlfriend?"

Yes!!!!!! How badly I wanted to say this and laugh and smile, but I was frozen. It was like I couldn't move or say a word. Just, "Um..."

"I like you, Minah." Kai's face in half shock, half confusion.

"I-I like you too Sehun. I like you a lot, but you did catch me off guard." I can speak!! "I would love to date you, but..." I thought about everything for a second.

"But...what?" Kai said this with anticipation in his voice.

"But I can't. I can't date you Sehun."I said this with sadness, and it killed me to day this.

"Why?" His words sounding a bit sturn.

"Because I just can't. I can hang out you, but I can't date you. I just have too much to deal with right now." I said this with a broken heart.

What he does not realize, what they both do not realize is, that that hurts me way more than it hurst him. Oh Sehun has been my crush since Frsshman year of highschool, and he just asked me out.

Dream come true, but I had to reject him. Just let him go, and hope that one day we might be together once more.

"That isn't an answer." Sehun said this.

"I am sorry, I just can't." For some odd reason a tear fell down my face. I never cry, never what. so. ever.

"Minah.." I stood up and left hearing Sehun's voice trail off behind me.

Bianada my love, but I can probably never date you ever. Even if we are celebrities.

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"I WORKED SO HARD AND YOU BLOODY REJECTED HIM. BOLIVIA LONG HOW DARE YOU REJECT THE MAN YOU HAVE BEEN FANTASIZING ABOUT, WRITING FAN FICTIONS ABOUT, AND HAVE LOVED SINCE 9TH GEADE!?" Kimber Unni yelled this at me in English.

When she starts talking English and yells in a British accent, while calling you by your real name, it means she is really mad at us.

"I just can't be with him right now." I said this in a low mellowtone voice.

"Minah, Kimber has got a point. What liable reason could make you not want to date the love of your life?" Alice Unni always took Kimber Unni's side.

"You wouldn't understand!" I yelled this at them and pouted into Pig Rabbit's head. The Sehun doll sat on my desk and I would glance over to it once in awhile.

"If it is scandal you are worried about, don't. SM would just cover it up, or say to the people that you break up, whenyou can be with eatch other. I mean, they are our neighbors." Kimber cooled down a bit.

"That isn't what I am worried about. I am just going through some inner conflict." I said this with a muffled voice and my phone rung.

I picked it up to see a text from Manager Hyung.

Come immediately!

"I have to go practice." I got up and left the dorms.

Another pep talk was just waiting to occur.