Everything In Mind But Never Spoken.

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i'm nothing but a stranger to you now. same as 6 months ago.

she tried to convince me that you still cared and loved me, but it's so obvious you don't.

i get scared of all the places i laid when we talked at 2am when you're all that's on my mind. i curl up in fear trying to run away from those places where you didn't touch my heart. tears run down my cheeks, feeling like acid as they leave my eyes. you don't care.
every fucking song reminds me of you and i'm certain that you don't even think about me anymore.

thank you for making me feel like you just strung me along, making you feel loved, only to leave me in the end to pick up all the broken pieces.

the universe has existed for a billion years and i got the chance to live at the same time as you.

when i look at you i see a safe place, i don't care about the distance. i don't care how much you've hurt me. you are my happy place.

eyes squeezed shut, refusing to feel the acid like tears rushing down the red pair of flushed cheeks, pleading to god, asking for help, begging for another angel to call his. perhaps this one won't break him. perhaps his new angel won't leave him, break promises or treat him like he meant nothing the whole time. oh god, please send him someone who gave him the same feelings as the last one. he promises to not take this one for granted.

"Lilo has always been there for stitch.

and stitch?
he chose angel."

it's been cloudy since you left me. i cant seem to get you off my mind. i want an out. i want something to relieve me from this pain once and for all. i need you out of my system.

trying to understand you was like trying to fit the pacific into a shot glass.

you weren't perfect. you were flawed. i loved you for your flaws because you were still worth loving.