Everything In Mind But Never Spoken.

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i'm extremely tempted to hang myself from all these christmas lights.

i wish i could hang some mistletoe over us, just to steal a kiss from you.

such a beautiful view, i wouldn't mind looking at it with you, but you are the view.

why look at the stars when i can look at you and see something a million times more precious?

your eyes shine brighter than my future.

when i met you, you took my breath away. every moment with you made my heart skip a beat. my life is better with you in it.

don't you ever doubt your worth. i promise that you are worth way more than you think. you are a beautiful angel from above, truly from god himself, a miracle that i have had the honor of knowing.

oh how i wish i could spend these nights, losing sleep, hearing your voice, seeing your beautiful self, while we enjoy each other's company.

you're no longer on my mind when i'm on drugs or when i've had alcohol. no, you're totally off my mind. now, you're a reason to drink or do drugs. i don't remember my name nor yours, but i do remember all the memories that made me want to be that way.

whenever someone breathes directly into their mic, i'll think of you breathing straight into the mic when i have my headphones all the way up, just for you to hear me say "ow" because you found it cute.

i sit in the silence of my room, feeling my numb heart in pieces. who am i thinking of? you, who else would be on my mind when i'm laying at exactly the same place where i first heard your voice and saw that beautiful face of yours that has the ability to make my heart skip a beat with a simple smile.

just come back. it's not that hard. don't do this to yourself. don't take this the wrong way but your life would be easier in the present and in the future if you just come back. just come back, that's all you gotta do. if i messed up something between us, i won't be able to live with myself, so just come back.