Everything In Mind But Never Spoken.

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i never told you -

- how much you meant to me.
- how much i wish i could've held you.
- how much i wish we talked more.
- how much i wished that we would've worked.
- how insecure i was.
- how afraid i was of losing you.
- how beautiful i think you are.
- how much i love your smile.
- how much i love your eyes.
- how i fell for the little spark in your eyes.
- how happy i was with you.
- how much i regret losing you.
- how much i missed you those days you were gone
- how fucking happy i was when i got to talk to you again.
- how much i wanted to kill your "cousin."
- how i still get jealous now over ^ and a lot of other stuff even though you aren't even mine.
- how hard i cried when you broke up with me.
- how much i truly loved you.
- how much i want to kill every guy that dares to look in your direction.
- how much i valued our long, 3 hour conversations.
- how i loved the fact that you freaked out when i asked you out.
- how cute you were 25/8.
- how talking to you was worth the loss of sleep.
- how much y(our) kitty was like you.
- how i loved the way you said my name.
- how i can still hear your voice saying my name after i made you blush.
- how cute your blush was.
- how much i cry because i miss us.

i always have small hope that you'll come back but that's what keeps me from moving on. so just tell me to and i will. tell me you don't love me and mean it with all your heart. tell me you don't think about me as much as i do and i'll stop: i'll do whatever you tell me to do, as long as you absolutely want me to do it.