things i'll never get out of my head.
- grandma crying when grandpa's body arrived.
- maria almost spitting milk on me during my last week.
- samantha and madison fighting over me.
- tia mari's crying
- the feel of grandpa's hands in his coffin
- his coffin being lowered into the grave
- senseless flirting with selina.
- your voice whenever you said my name.
i want to fucking hold you.. but that's never going to happen. come on chase, just let the fuck go of her already.
yeah, i hate myself because i let you go and i wish i didn't. i wish you were only mine and i'm not okay, i look for you in everyone and i'll never find another person like you. you were different from everyone else and maybe that's why i can't move on. i just need you in my life. i don't want to be just a stranger to you. i want to be your everything like how i used to be.
- Yours Truly,
chase andy martinez or prince chase or the one whose heart you hold without knowing.
written 11/4/16. rip griselda.
YOU ARE READING
Everything In Mind But Never Spoken.
Randomthis is everything i never told you. anyone. everything in my mind that my mouth never spoke.
