The Missing

21. 1 year later

Haley's POV  *One year later*

I have been here for what feels like an eternity of hell. For about 5 months I have been alone in this room, with just John coming in everyday. He rapes me so much and it makes me feel absolutely worthless. I sit in the corner of the bedroom and stare at the wall and just let my tears fall, because sometimes I just want to break down. I'm an emotional earthquake. He hit me with a flashlight last week, like honestly what is wrong with him. I swear he is a sociopath. But he bought me a T.V. maybe a week ago and now I get to watch shows and see famous people. He says he gave me the gift because I was being good. If I get a T.V. I think I should at least get a mattress someday. I won't say that to him though because I don't want him to get angry.

Sit and watch T.V. a little bit later. It is the show called Pretty Little Liars, I am so glad this is still on T.V. because this used to be my favorite show to watch with Lila. My life here is the worst thing. It is so boring, depressing, scary, and terrible here. It may have been this way at home, but at least I had something to do and I wasn't scared.

I fall asleep after a while listening to the T.V. as I drift into sleep.

Becca's POV The same day

I have been so scared for the past month because my stomach has got a bump in it. I am sure I know what is going on. I am having a baby. This may be a false alarm, but I have been getting sick too. I am so scared that I don't know what to do other than die. I hate this so much. I am still in this barn, I'm going to die here. 

I am pretty sure John knows. I am almost 17 years old. I can't do this, I wanted to have a kid when I was at least in my twenties, but now nothing is under my control other than my thoughts. 

I lay down on the bed of blankets and look at the roof of the thing that I am in. I should just dig my way out of here. There is the possibility that John will find out and kill my family, so that isn't a risk that I am willing to take. I love my family and all that they have done to help me. I don't want to get out of here just to be sent back to the orphanage because I'm not legally anyone else's kid. What if I am taken away from them? What will my life be like when I do get home? Clearly nothing will ever be the same, but will everyone still be there? Will Ms. Cathie's Adoption Center come take me back? (that is her adoption place that I made up) 

I don't think they would, maybe when I get out of here I will be an adult and they can't say anything about it. But I don't want to be here that long. I didn't want to be here this long, but I mean it's all over with now, but in the time that it was happening it felt like an eternity. It felt like I was waiting for something. I honestly am always waiting for something. 

John comes in and talks to me and gives me some food. I don't mention anything about my awful news, and I don't plan on it, but what do I do when I am giving birth and I am not allowed to scream for him to help me.

A/N

Yes this chapter was so much shorter, but that is because I am so out of ideas, but I am planning on ending the chapter really soon. Like maybe in 3 or 4 chapters. Yay I'm almost done. This will be my first completed book on wattpad, and trust me I have written about 20 on different accounts.

Well see you, and Becca is having a baby. I plan on it being a girl. The baby will not be based off a famous person though, so I will show her in the next few chapters.