The Missing

8. Different

John's POV (Oh no dis evil shit 😂)

When it was so easy to get Jenna and Taylor I knew that I wouldn't be able to kill them, well because they are so beautiful and I can't. To be honest I have anger issues, and I am also bipolar so if they get me mad enough I could kill them. It wouldn't hurt me to much though, after Kelly's death. I loved her more than anyone else in this world. It took me two years to get over her death. 

So now I'm in my early 20's, I've lost the love of my life and have two girls in replace of her. I don't know what is wrong with me honestly, but I know I can't let them leave. I have manipulated them very much. Now they are mine. Maybe I'm too possessive, but I don't care about anyone. You may call that selfish, but I also don't care about myself either. Death leaves a heartache nobody can fix.

I need someone else to feel my pain with me. So this is what I've become, a monster. I'm not in the right state of mind. And I still feel like Jenna and Taylor aren't enough, like yeah now they listen and they are beautiful, but I want someone that won't be so broken like Taylor and sassy like Jenna. They need to be perfect.

I have a job as a bus driver in the after noon for a school out of town, but not to far and I have one girl that is in mind. She is a 14 year old girl with blonde hair and greenish/brown eyes. She is too beautiful. I know where she lives, because I drop her and her siblings off everyday. I can't believe I've meet someone so pretty. 

It reminds me of the first day I seen Jenna and Taylor, walking down the road. I watched them for a while. Then I seen they were later than normal. I took my chance and they took it too. They didn't know at the time what they got theirselves into. I keep a gun in my car at all times, because I'm a sociopath, I've never actually murdered someone, but I have been close to.

I sit in the basement thinking, I've had Jenna and Taylor for about 2 months now. Awful things have happened to them in those two months, but I don't really care. They listen better now. I have seen their parents at stores and on the T.V. still, they just won't let it go. I was planning on leaving them a horrid note, but then I thought more about it. They don't need to know anything about their daughters, they don't need to know that they are alive or when they will see them again because I feel that way everyday.

I have to work at the bus station and in a Dollar General to afford to live. I get alright money from them, I save money so I can afford things to keep myself hidden, and keep these girls alive. I can afford food, and I have bought them things, but I have been keeping Taylor in the closet in the basement because I thought she would've been a fighter since she looked older, but I learned that she is very fragile. We have that in common.

I have made these girls believe that I am a monster that hurts anyone and don't care at all, maybe thats partially true, but not entirely. I go into my bedroom and lay on my bed looking at the ceiling and thinking about everything that's going on right now. I've seen the girls' friends on the T.V. also, they're all so beautiful also.

A/N

I will probably but the 'mystery girls' POV next, but I had a tough time writing this chapter because I wanted to give him a past and a reason. Not everyone has a reason, but he is mentally ill, very ill. But he is still in control of himself. He is also bipolar which would explain is mood swings. I don't know what to write about next though.. Also sorry this chapter is a bit shorter and thank you if you actually even read these. They're normally to tell you about my future plans for this book, but later I'll probably want to hear some of your opinions.  

I'll be updating in a few days maybe. I will be gone this weekend. 

After published.. I don't know why but it keeps getting rid of my Chapters names.. Sorry if you guys do notice that, I try to give each chapter a title.