Its Just The Beginning of The End (ON-HOLD)

True Feelings

Alesha POV

I checked my watch and it was 3:45 am... we all were sleeping in different places. I was sleeping on the couch with Amanda on the other couch. David and Simon are sleeping on the makeup chairs and Ant and Dec are sleeping on the floor. 

I gazed at David. He's such a great friend. He was there for me ever since that tragic moment happened... 

I giggled as he made a disruptive snore noise. 

"Awake too?" I turned my head in Amanda's direction, only for her to smile. Even though it was dark, I could see her face perfectly. 

"Y-yea... Can't sleep properly" I murmured as I slowly got up to walk over to Amanda's chair. She sat up and I sat down next to her, looking at the boys who were snoring. 

"I'm scared..." Amanda said so suddenly. I looked at her and embraced her in a comforting hug. 

"Me too Mandy..." I replied back. 

We pulled away from the hug when Amanda said something else. 

"But l-like, I'm really s-scared l-like... what h-happens if o-one of us... y-you kn-" 

"T-that will never h-happen" I mumbled, feeling myself tremble a bit. 

"Well i-if we stick t-together it won-t..." 

Thats when my watch beeped. It's 4am. 

"I'm really hungry Mandy..." I said as my stomach grumbled. 

"Same... Lets go find something before the boys wake up" 

We both got up and tip toed our way to the kitchen. It wasn't those big, fancy kitchens but it was one of those small, useful ones. It was a little section by the corner, when we finally walked quietly pass Ant and Dec, who were mumbling something unintelligent. 

"You check the cupboard and I'll check the fridge" I whispered to Amanda. She nodded her head when we went to do what we had to do. 

I walked over to the fridge and opened it slowly. It revealed a small block of cheddar cheese, 2 bowl of spaghetti, butter, 5 big bottles of water and 2 cartons of milk. 

"Ooo... This is not bad" I smiled.

"What'd you find Alesha?" Amanda hushed. 

"A small bit of cheese, 2 bowl of spaghetti, butter, bottles of water and milk... 2 carton of milks to be exact" 

"Excellent" Beamed Amanda. 

"How about you?" I gleamed, suddenly feeling a bit excited of discovering a bit of food in the kitchen, despite all the troubles happening outside the Green Room. 

"I found a half loaf of bread with another new loaf sitting beside it, honey, tea bags, tins of sugar and coffee... and ooo... some biscuits" 

"Great" I grinned, realising Amanda's eyes are twinkling bright. 

"Come on lets make something..." Thats when we both went to work of trying to cook breakfast with the food we have with us. 

It took us a about 30 minutes to find and think about what we can do to make breakfast. Thats when it took us an hour to be able to cook up something. 

Amanda and I cooked up scrambled eggs with toasted bread. We made a pot of tea and laid out the biscuits on the glass table, where the 2 couches were. Thats when we heat up one of the bowls of spaghetti in the microwave and carefully put it on the table. 

"Is there any tomato or barbecue sauce?" I asked Amanda politely. 

"Umm... not too sure. I'll check the cupboards..." Thats when Amanda walked over to the kitchen, only to come back with half-filled tomato and barbecue sauce.