I Feel Fake

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It will come as a false feeling

When you laugh at something that's not really funny

Or joke about the things that really matter,

And it will come as confusing when jokes turn to you

And you end up losing all of your glory and power

Not many realize what's happened before a joke,

Whether it was a good day or a bad day,

Whether you got an ''A'' or an ''F''

Or whether there was a joke told before or a scary comment

Should it be realistic or dramatic, just some standard tale

Or maybe there is much more to this story,

It'll bring a different POV for every outcome

Should you do the right thing, you would walk away

Should you be wrong, there'd be bullet powder and blood pools

Although, should you ever leave this ''joke'' confused and hurt,

Then you leave with right and wrong meeting in the middle for war

Cut up and cry, shower, cry, swallow, cry, jump, and

Somehow, someway, the pain will eventually go away

You'll find everyway to fit in, but the truth is this:

Everyone has a fake feeling, and

Once upon a time this fake feeling found your weakness: you

This imaginary emotion that was suppose to make you feel good

It decided that today would be the day to have a taste of your own medicine

So you fall, slip up, and do and say things that shouldn't have been

And you wonder if someone feels your sorrow

But is someone suppose to feel your sorrow?

Didn't you just watch someone fail and you giggled?

Is sympathy deserved after what you've done now?

Take this as a message to check yourself

Because I know I did,,, the hard way

To be recognized by peasants in the wrong presence

You get caught up in the flames of Lucifer

You get into a whirlwind, thinking the world will end

And that this world ain't so super

There are lessons to be learned and revenge to be earned

For those who feel their lives are at stake

So when you fall down, then don't cry now

Because sorry, you already knew you were fake 

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