Fifty Shades of Dark

Chapter 4

We sat in silence. Tarlov smiled at me, I flashed him a flash smile." You seem happier by...2%." I shrugged.

"Eventful day."

He threw his right over his left leg." How eventful." I told him everything that happened today." Interesting." He said as he wrote it done." That's the almost you ever shared with me. Should I feel honored?" He smirked. I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah, yeah," I waved him off.

"You think a baby will be good for you right now with your an--"

"Don't say." I gritted. I clenched my fists. He frowned and sat back.

"I know you hate hearing me say that but you have to consider the possibilities that you have a problem and you need to fix it before considering having kids." He informed. Damn, I hate when he's right.

"I know and I plan to fix." His brows shot up.

"I like the determination. I'm letting you go early and I'll cut the cost of today's session in half." My brow shot up.

"Some ones being generous."

He shrugged." I don't want to jinx you progress. Have a good day Alejandro."

"Yeah. You too."

I sat in my car, not knowing what the hell to do with myself. I frowned when my phone when off. I looked at the caller ID. I answered." How have you been Alejandro?" She asked.

"Not too bad. You?"

"Well. Meet me?"

"Where?"

"My place."

"Be here in ten." I informed. I hang up and pulled out the parking lot. She was dressed in red, her copper locks cascaded down to her mid back. I sat behind her. She turned slowly with a smile spread across her face.

"Alejandro."

"Tatiana, it's been a while." I says.

"For too long." She agreed." How has therapy been treating you?" I rolled my eyes at her.

"Why must you ask such ridiculous things?" I questioned.

"It's not ridiculous. It's just a simple question you know."

"A waste of time," I looked at her," what would you say if I told you I wanted a baby." Her jaw dropped slightly.

"You what?"

I shook my head." Never mind, forget I asked."

"No. No. You absolute must tell why you suddenly want a child." I told about Zoë and Joel. Tatiana was always made me feel like I wasn't alone." Oh, well are you sure about this?"

I shrugged." I'd like to think I am."

"Well, if you feel that way...." she hand slide down my thigh," go for it." I watched as her hand went higher and higher. I looked at her. She smiled." I'd be glad to be of help if it's a family you desire." She purred. Fine by me.