Wanna Feel Loved..

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Milan

Knock! Knock! I banged on the door. Austin opened the door and I broke down in his arms. He pulled me inside and took Aniyah and Mylan from my arms and taking them upstairs along with Christine. I sat down on the couch and cried my eyes out. Austin then came downstairs and sat next to me. He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my arms.
"What happened?" Austin asked concerned.
"He missed Mylan's first birthday, comes home drunk, and calls me Keisha"
"So is he cheating on you?"
"Duh... Austin Get Your Head In The Game"
"Sorry I just don't know how a guy can cheat, like if you want another girls junk then break with the girl you wit...I just don't believe in cheating I think it's stupid real talk"
I nodded in agreement and yawned.
"Sing To Me Like Old Times"
"What Song?"
"I like that new Justin Bieber song All That Matters"
"Yea I heard that song..ight get comfy"
I stood up sat in his lap and cuddled up to his chest. He started singing and rubbing my back.

"Oh oh, just as sure as the stars in the sky
I need you to show me the light
Not just for the meanwhile
for a long long time
Better believe it

Oh oh, whenever you're not in my presence
It feels like I'm missing my blessings, yeah
So I sleep through the daylight
stay awake all night
'Til you're back again, oh, yeah, yeah

You think I'm biased
To my significant other
You hit it right on the head
Only been missing my lover
Got a whole lotta texts on my phone and I don't reply
The next eight bars tell you why

You're all that matters to me, yeah, yeah,
Ain't worried about nobody else
If it ain't you, I ain't myself
You make me complete

You're all that matters to me, yeah, yeah,
What's a king bed without a queen
There ain't no "I" in team
To make me complete
You're all that matters to me

Take the gas out the car it won't drive
That's how I feel when you're not by my side
When I wake up in the morning up under you, and only you..." He sang before everything went black.

Austin

I looked down and seen Milan knocked out. I chuckled and took her upstairs into my room and laid her in my king sized bed. I tucked her in under the covers and kissed her forehead. I left my room and went to the hall closet and grabbed a blanket and pillow then went downstairs on the couch. I laid on the couch knowing Imma have back pain in the morning. It was too hot so I sat the blanket to the side and turn on the tv.

Milan

I woke up to use the bathroom and found myself in a beautiful decorated room. I slipped out of bed and walked into this big ol bathroom, shoot it was bigger than the one at Chris'. I used the bathroom and washed my hands. I walked out the bathroom and decided to explore the house. I walked out the bedroom and down to the door across from the master and all the kids were in this big bed knocked out. I closed the door and explored the whole upstairs and found his office, his daughters playroom, the other bathrooms, other guest rooms, and his daughters room which was so cute. I walked downstairs and found Austin sleep on the couch. I chuckled and put a blanket that was on the arm of the couch on him and turned the tv off. I kissed his cheek and went to the kitchen. I went in the fridge to find something to eat. I just grabbed some eggs and bread. I looked around for a skillet and then a skillet was placed in front of me. I looked up and Austin stood there smiling.
"You Done Woke Sleeping Beauty Up"
"Sorry"
"You cooking for me?" He asked.
"No but if you want some I'll be glad to make it for you since your letting me stay here"
"That'll be nice but since your a guest I'll cook you something"
"Nah but you can cook for us in the morning"
"Ight" he sat at the island that had the stove and watched me make the eggs.
I put the bread inside the toaster and went back to fixing the eggs. When I was done I found some plates and put the food on the plate. I spread the butter on the bread and gave Austin a plate. I watched him take a bite of his eggs. He made a disgusted face and I frowned.
"Sike nah I saw you watching me but it's good"
"Thank you" I smiled and smashed on my food.
When we were done we just talked about funny old times.
"No you got a whoopin" I laughed.
"Because you said I wouldn't get in trouble but I did because you said if I tell my mom that I threw eggs at her window she would laugh"
"I didn't know you was gonna actually be stupid enough to snitch on yourself" I laughed harder.
He pouted and I poked his cheeks.
"Daddy?" Aniyah walked in the room with her tinker bell gown swaying as she walks.
"What's wrong baby?"
"Mylan crying and he woke me up"
I stood up quick but Austin made me sit back down. He picked Aniyah up and took her upstairs. He then came back with Mylan laying on his shoulder with wet tears on his face.
"He stopped crying when I got him"
"Good"
"Do you want him?"
"Nah he look like he need a man to boy type of love right now"
He nodded and sat back down in his seat and played with Mylan. He started cracking up cause Austin acted like Mylan was beating him up. Austin yawned and handed me Mylan.
"I'm off to bed" Austin said walking out the kitchen.
"Me too" I got up and turned the lights out.
Mylan started crying again while I headed upstairs but before I did I stopped in my tracks.
"What da hell you doin?" I asked Austin who was getting back on the couch.
"Going to bed"
"The bed is upstairs"
"No that's your bed for your whole entire stay I'll be fine on the couch"
"Fine I guess I'll just let Mylan cry in your ears till you get your ass up"

I sat on the floor and put Mylan up to his ears.
"If I go you gotta get him quiet"
"No you do I tried and he wants you"
"How you know he wants me?"
"Cause he reaching for you" I chuckled.
Austin turned facing me and Mylan and chuckled. He grabbed Mylan and laid him on his chest. Mylan stopped crying, I stood up and put my hands on my hips.
"Are you coming up? Cause we got a long day tomorrow and we don't want you to be in pain. Do We?"
"No we don't" he stood up off the couch and followed me up the stairs.
I jumped in my spot and he got in his. He cuddled up with Mylan and played in his curls. I smiled and went to sleep.

Austin

-Next Morning-

I woke up with multiple slaps to the face. I cracked my eyes open and Mylan was in my face. He sucked on my cheek and I pulled him off.
"No cheek sucking"
He giggled and I smiled. I got out of bed and laid Mylan next to Milan and went to take a shower. When I finished my hygiene I wrapped a towel around my waist and walked out the bathroom.
"Well this is a nice way to wake me up" Milan chuckled making me jump a little.
"Sorry I thought you we're sleep"
"What are you sorry for?"
"I ain't want you to see me like this cause I'm sexy and girls get clingy" I smirked and traced my pack.
"HA!" She yelled out making Mylan jump.
"What?" I put my hands on my waist.
"You think someone will actually get clingy to you..yea right" she grabbed Mylan and walked to the bathroom. Seconds later she came out looking fresh in the face.
"I'm gonna go get dressed" she walked out the room closing the door behind her.
I dropped the towel and lotioned my body.
"Oh My God!"
I quickly turned around and covered myself.

Milan

I gotta get the clothes out the car and the keys are in the room. I walked back into the room and Austin was naked. And looked good.
"Oh My God!" I yelled.
He turned around quick and when he seen me he grabbed his towel and covered hisself.
"Milan I thought you were getting dre-"
I smashed my lips to his nice soft ones. But he pushed me off.
"What are you doing?" He asked.
"I'm sorry, it's just been two months without feeling love or lust and here I am kissing my best friend because Chris don't love me no more and I'm just sorry" I cried.
He pulled me into a hug and I cried into his chest. He closed and locked the door. I looked confused and then he attached his lips to mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck deepening the kiss. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he took me to the bed. He got me undressed and trailed his kisses to my neck.
"You sure about this? Cause I don't want you being mad at me and regret what we bout to do" he asked.
"Yes I'm sure"
He pulled his towel off and did his thang and I mean THANG!!! About an hour later we was out of breath.
"How you feeling?" He asked concerned.
"Cloud 9..Thank you, you were great now let's get ready to go get the rest of my things" I smiled and kissed then got up and fell.
"Oh damn" Austin laughed.
I laughed at myself.

Chris

I woke up at 2 p.m. And felt around for my beautiful fiancé but she wasn't there. For some reason I feel like something good and bad happened last night. The good thing is my fiancé gave me some great kitty last night and some chick was mad at me for sleeping with my fiancé cause I missed her birthday. I got out of bed to go check up on my kids. I checked baby girls room and she wasn't even there so I went into Mylan's room and he wasn't there either. I ran downstairs worried and it was empty. Where did they go? I heard the front door open so I walked out the kitchen and saw Milan walk in the front door.
"Oh thank god I thought something happened to you" I smiled.
She wobbled a little and it must've been from last night when I put it down.
"I made my baby wobble, I put it in didn't I?" I grinned.
Austin walked in behind her and my smile dropped.
"What is this nigga doing here? I told you that he is not allowed around"
"Go start on Mylan's room and I'll just get my stuff" she pointed upstairs.
"Go to his room for what? Get your stuff why? And where is my birthday boy?"
"To get our things and his birthday was yesterday Christopher"
"No it wasn't I would remember my sons birthday"
"Maybe you would remember Keisha's sons birthday but you for damn didn't remember my sons birthday"
"What are you talking about?"
"IM TALKING ABOUT HOW YOU MISSED YOUR SONS FIRST BIRTHDAY TO GO DRINK AND SLEEP WITH A BITCH NAMED KIESHA!!" She yelled at me and pushed me.
"How?"
"He was looking for you.. He Was CALLING YOUR FUCKING NAME" she threw her fist up.
"Aye just let it go" Austin pulled her back.
She nodded and calmed down. She put her hands over her face and breathed in and out. She let go of her face and he whispered something in ear which made her crack a smile.
"Aye man she's fucking engaged stop being thirsty and find your own bitch"
Her face went back to angry.
"Bitch? I'm a bitch now Christopher?"
"No I was saying he gets bitches not you baby I swear"
"And we're not engaged, I called it off when I found out you cheated and I'm done with you and by the way me wobbling was all Austin's work"
Damn, I can't believe I ruined a perfect relationship with alcohol. Fuck my life!
"You need help" She said and went upstairs.
I let the tears fall from my eyes. I dragged myself up the stairs and glanced over at Austin who carried a box with Mylan's and Christine's name on it. My anger boiled up cause he fucked what's mine. I charged towards him and started swinging on him and swung back some good hits. I felt myself being pulled off and Milan pulled me off.
"Baby please don't go I love you and I will get help I promise"
"Don't get help for me get help for you and your kids"
"Why are you doing this to me? To us?"
"I ain't do shit this is your fault you chose Drinking and Keisha over Milan, Christine, and Mylan"
"Who is Keisha?"
"I don't know but I gotta go" she grabbed her box and went downstairs with Austin behind her. They walked out the front door and that's when she walked out my life leaving me broken hearted. I crawled crying back to bed. I saw a shiny item on the floor almost under the bed. I grabbed it and looked at it and cried harder. I know I'm being a little bitch right now but I love her she was my first love. I stared at the object as it laid in the palm of my hand. This is how now it's over foreal..

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