Two to Four [KaiShin & SaguHei]

Three

A month and a half had passed and Shinichi is still waiting with a patient but aching heart.

Everyday he would wait, for the almost-non-existed fairytail savior of his life.

Shinichi is breaking everyday. The bags under his eyes are getting worse. Dark circles surround it. He hadn't been eating much lately too. Only a meal for a day.

He would still wait no matter how long it takes for Kaito to come back. He would wait... by the window side, hoping that the teenage magician would pop out with a huge smile on his face but

...

There are still no sign of him. Not even a single clue. It's like his presence in Shinichi's life wasn't even there. Doesn't even existed. It's like... a beautiful fantasy dream.

He's now chasing a murderer. A reckless stunt he pulled. He ignored the police's shouts and ran off to catch the culprit.

He didn't plan it.

He never did. But it did happened to him anyway. He couldn't avoid it.

Two shots of gun echoed through the alley of surronded by frozen people.

Screams were filled around him and he slumped forward, feeling slightly hazy and unfocus.

By the time he woke up... he saw white walls surrounded him. Blurriness of his eyes seems to like didn't want fade away. The oxygen tank was cupped to his nose and mouth.

What happened? he thought confusedly. Sounds- no, voices. There are voices around him. He look to his right side blearily.

"Shinichi! Be strong! Fight it! Please! I know you can do it!"

Ran... Shinichi thought sadly.

"Kudo! Don't die, dammit! Imma kill you myself if you did!"

Hattori...? He gasped for air suddenly when he felt his lungs had clenched up painfully tight. He let out a pitiful whine out of his lips.

"Kudo-kun! Fight it! Be strong! Think about your friends! Think about him! He won't be pleased if he know you gave up!"

Hakuba-kun... Shinichi cried silently when he think about Kaito. Tears stream out of his closed eyes sadly, feeling a little betrayed.

He's not here. He's not here to support him. He's not here to see him. He lied! He's not here to see me! Liar! Stupid pathetic liar! I... hate you... So much. Shinichi thought as he continued to cry.

Doctors and nurses rushed through in and out of the room. Ran, Heiji and Saguru weren't allowed to enter much to their dismay.

He listened carefully to his slow and unsteady heartbeat at the meter. He felt like giving up. Give up everything. He wouldn't feel the hurt anymore. The betrayal feeling. The aching and much more. He wouldn't feel anything but content.

He can't do this anymore. Kaito, who he thought would change his life for the better when he had first started dating him, isn't here.