Saguru is currently emotionless with a touched of nervousness as well. No one seems to move from their spot at all.
None dared to anyway.
Saguru can't take his eyes away from Heiji's intense gaze. Saguru fept like he's stuck, glued to the the ground. Unable to move an inch even.
Heiji seems to be searching for something.
Saguru can't do this.
He have to do something! Anything! Say something! Anything at all! Please! Heiji-kun! Saguru yelled inside his head.
It's like an impossible task to do for Saguru.
Heiji seems to finally find what he had been searching for before leaving, walking away with a blank face.
Saguru blinked profusely, trying to find his voice but... it just... won't come out. His lips opened and closed but he couldn't get his voice to come out and just talk.
When everything had processed completely inside Saguru's head... he was seriously ready to faint and never want to wake up again. Never ever.
Saguru hiccuped a few times, trying to muffle his voice as he sobs... before dropping down to his knees and weep everything out of his body.
He covered his face and cried with all his might, hoping that the over-bearing hurt would go away with those tears.
Kaito crouched down beside him and gently lead Saguru into his embrace. Saguru buried his face inside Kaito's neck and screamed loudly, clutching his shirt with his fists.
"WHY?! WHY WON'T HE DO SOMETHING!" Saguru screamed like an insane person. As he sobbed, Aoko and Kaito looked at each other sadly. Aoko moved to sit behind Saguru, hugging him fron the back.
"It's okay, Saguru-kun. We're all broken right now. We just need a little-" Aoko stopped talking to listen to what Saguru had mumbled softly.
"What was that, Saguru?" Kaito whispered hushly to the blonde.
What Kaito and Aoko heard that came from Saguru's lips... truly breaks their hearts to pieces.
"Doesn't he love me?"
Aoko inhaled sharply, mind blanked out as she tried to find an answer. She look at Kaito for help but he shrug too, panic filled his eyes.
"I'm sorry, Saguru. I didn't mean to push our bounderies." Kaito apologized guiltily but... it went unheard by Saguru as he talks.
"We dated a month ago," Saguru whispered, slowly untangling himself both from Aoko and Kaito with the little energy left inside him. Kaito's heart really dropped to his stomach when he saw the look on Saguru's face.
Lifeless, rejected, hurt and just pure blank. Every piece negativity aura were there presence inside Saguru. If not on his face, it's in his eyes.
"We dated a month ago... but... it feels like he's not even my boyfriend. He was there physically but his heart seems so far away from me." Saguru whispered, his throat clogged with heavy emotions before clearing his throat, trying to shake away that painful feeling.
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Two to Four [KaiShin & SaguHei]
FanfictionUh... It turns out to be a foursome relationship. ::>_<:: I'm a Saguru and Heiji shipper. ^^ As well as KaiShin. This is rated M! Just in case I put something that is not K+ or T instead. There's HakuKai too. Umm... Yeah. That's all. Boy x Boy and s...