Crossed My Mind [Completed√]

December 30

Dear Rowan,

Hey! I realized that I didn't exactly finish the last letter. Is it possible to feel ecstatic and melancholy at the same time? Well, it is to me.

I hate our shortage of time. I hate how I'm dying. Yet, I still find courage whenever you are near me.

Rowan, I know that you're doing your best not to fall apart, so am I. I'm so sorry. Last night, when you slept on the chair beside me, I woke up at twilight and heard you cry. If was the most heartbreaking sound in the world. For that, I'm sorry. I might just be a fading memory, giving you a small period of happiness just to replace it with sadness.

I wish I had all the time in the world to tell you how much I'm utterly and undeniably in love with you.

~Aylie