Finding Out What I Want

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Last time on Shadowlands Isabella has found out that she is, with child, but she doesn't know if she's truly happy. Arabella and the Queen are planning something big.. Enjoy

Isabella P.O.V

***Knock Knock***

Beating, my heart is literally about to beat out of my chest the King had called me in to discuss something urgent he said, but I knew he wanted to talk about me being pregnant I mean I wasn't stupid.

''Come In'' His husky voice beckoning me to enter. Fuck me
I open the door, to see Jace sitting at his desk he smiled softly at me. Why was he smiling? He must be really happy that I'm pregnant. I still don't know if I'm truly happy that I'm pregnant, I knew that terms of if I wanted to be queen, I would have to accept the fact that I would be having alot of children for the kingdom, we needed heirs Jace would say. I understand where he was coming from, but I didn't know it would be this soon, at my age. I was afraid
"Hey" Jace said softly as I enter

"Hey" I said closing the door, with a soft click.

"I missed you" He says to me

"You saw me this morning" I chuckle, but this morning I was just a normal women who was carefree. Now I was vulnerable now that I was pregnant .

"I know, I always miss you" He smiled at him

"You called me in here. I said, I didn't want to say it out loud I wanted him to say it.

He sighed "I know, your pregnant" He comes closer, and stands in front of me at 6''5 while I stand at his chest and at the height of 5"1. I was short.

I look up at him, was I happy. The choice of my happiness lies here right now. I chose happiness

I smiled at him. "I'm happy, I know it's not my ideal age, but you told me what I'd be expected to do" I stand on my tippy toes and kiss his cheek softly.

He smiles at me. "You know your to perfect for me, what did I do to deserve you" He says looking down at me.

I laugh at him.

"I love you too" I smile at him
He leans now, and I pull him down to meet my lip, he kisses my lips softly. His lips tasted sweet. I bite his lip playfully, as he pulls back he sighs.
"I have to tell you something Arabella" Jace says out of the blue
"What is it" I ask
He intertwined are fingers together, and looks at me.
"I saw my sister Arabella" He says

"You saw your dead sister?" I ask

"Not dead, anymore" He says, his voice sounded tired

"My mother must have brought her back to life" He says, looking down at me.

"Is that really possible, if she can bring people back from the dead, what else can she do" I ask, I was a little scared of his mother, considering she was in the palace less than 24 hours ago

"Everything is possible with my mother, she is reckless and danger, and will do anything to get what she wants" He says

"And what does she want from you?" I ask

" The kingdom, the crown" He says, looking out of the window.

"How, is she going try to take the crown from you" I ask

"She has her ways, and trust me she will use extreme measures to get the crown and the kingdom" He says

"One of the the measures was Arabella?, would she ever try to bring your father back?" I ask

He just looks at me.
"Jesus, Fuck!!!" He yells, and flips his desk around it goes straight through the wall, a big crack sounds as it goes through the wall. I look at Jace he's breathing hard, and his hands are bawled up into a fist
I hear, a bang at the door, and a guard rushes in.

"Is everything ok your majesty" He asks, and looks around the room till he sees the desk through the wall. He looks at me.

"Miss. Isabella, you can come with me" He grabs my arm, pulling me to the door, but as quickly as he grabs my hand he's knocked to the wall I hear a sickening crush. I look to see the culprit. Jace, his eyes are dark black.
"Don't ever fucking touch her again" He yells

"Jace, it's going to be ok" I say trying to soothe him.

"Its not going to be ok Isabel, you don't understand my mother she could bring back my father, she could hurt you" He yells

"I'm in here all the time, she can't hurt me. I'm safe" I say, was I really safe or was I trying to soothe myself. I was more afraid of Jace right now more than his mother.

"She can,and she will try to hurt you, but she won't touch you ever no one will touch you ever, but me" He says.
I look at him, sweat dripping all down his face.
"Jace, baby how about you sit down for me" I say softly

He just nods, at me, and sits down in his chair putting his head down. I just look at him. God help me.
After about 2 mins of silence, Jace breaks the silence by saying.

"If anything happens to you or the baby" I don't know what I'll do, God your my life Isabel, your what I live for I need you to know that" He says without looking up

"If anyone tries to hurt you, I Will Kill Them, and I Will Show No Mercy" This time he looks at me straight in the eye.

"Jace I need to get someone, to help the guard up, and to the infirmary" I say cautiously

"You don't have to" He says to me, his voice turning rough.

"He's hurt" I say

"He'll heal in an hour or so" He says waving his hand at the poor guard
"Come him" He says
I walk toward the man, who just said he'd kill without mercy if someone would touch me. He was dangerous I've never seen Jace like I've seen him today he was scary, dangerous, violent, Animalistic. Satan himself.
I sit on Jace's lap, and lay my head on his head.
We sit in silence, as I watch Jace's heart slow down to nothing.
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Happy Thanksgiving

Eat lots of Turkey.

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