The criminal

Depressed

If yo girl doing you right .. Why not be a real nigga and do her right 😕.
                                                          - Nicole 🌹
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Rosa 🌹

I woke up to the sounds of beeping noises and a white room. I looked to the right of me and seen Sam asleep. Then looked around the the room some more and seen Tina, Emily, Michael, and dre. They were all sleep but I was totally awake and felt really dizzy.

I started to shake really bad and Sam woke up, he rushed to my side when he realized what was happening. He pushed the nurses button and told me to relax. I started to slow down my breathing and do a breathing exercise to stop me from shaking and soon I stopped.

"Rosa, your awake. How are you feeling?" She asked while checking my medicine that was pumped into my arms by needles

"What happened" I asked

All I wanted to know is why did I black out.

"Well it looks like you have vasovagal episode, which is basically fainting" she said

"Why am I fainting" I asked

It didn't make sense and I wanted to know why my father hates me.

"Well the most common causes are dehydration, low blood potassium, or orthostatic hypertension. Which you just have a low potassium in your blood so we are gonna give you some potassium and then make sure you eat good" she said and hooked the machine up in to my arm

I nodded my head and she showed me the nurse button if I needed it

"Sam" I said

"Wassup" he said

"I think it's best if I leave the school" I said and he looked at me

Everyone started to wake up and they left to eat

"Mane, what you trynna say" he said

"Listen, it's best if I leave the school. Obviously my dad wants me locked up, he doesn't even want me and I don't want to have you or anyone else in my fucked up life" I said

My eyes were watering

"I really like you and it's hard for me to just leave you. I made really great friends and I don't want to leave them but I have to I really don't have a choice now" I said

The tears started to flow

"You can't leave. I swear to god if you leave I won't be happy. I can't be happy knowing the girl that I'm starting to fall in love with is gonna just up and leave me. I mean I was hoping when we get out me and you could start a life together but since you just gonna up and leave. I hope you have a happy life. Fuck all the love I have for you and that's exactly how I feel" he said

His eyes were red and watery. Then he walked out.

I started crying harder, this time my chest cringed in pain. I felt like my heart just been ripped out my chest. I actually loved this boy ever since the day our eyes met I felt a connection even though we started off horrible somehow I fell in love with him but now I feel as if that was a bad choice.

He's gone

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They discharged me from the hospital and cleaned out my room. All my friends met me at the gate except Sam. I was really hoping he would of came down here but I guess not. We all shared hugs and a couple of words.

"Come on" my father said

We got in the car and headed to the airport

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Sam ☹️

I fucked up bad but now there is nothing I can do about it. I stood at my window watching her share words and hugs. My heart hurts somehow I fell in to a deep feeling of love is what they call it but I just feel as I'll get over it in a week or two. I felt a wet drop on my neck to only wipe it away to feel another.

That's when I realized my eyes were watering more like I was crying. I haven't cried since my grandma died now that I think of it so maybe I really do have something with this girl. I ran down stairs and into the office.

"Sam" my mother said

"Mom, I need a favor" I said

"I don't think so" she said

"And why not" I yelled

"You know why" she said and pushed me out her office

So my mother is the headmaster that everyone is "scared" of but I'm not scared of her. She doesn't like me and even though she works here she doesn't even come see me nor talks to me.

See me and my 'mother' have a bad relationship you would think a son and mothers bond in unbreakable but not this one. You see it all started after my grandma died when I was about 10, that's when my life started to turn around for the worst.

It's like a nightmare come true but I got out on my own and somehow she sucked me in like a vacuum..

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