The criminal

Is that you 💔🤕

My goal for 2017 is to never let myself fall as low as I did this year.. Never again.
- Nicole ❤️✨
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Rosa 🌹

I woke up to the smell of breakfast. Living with my grandma gonna make me fat. I'm a have to get a gym membership. I brushed my teeth and walked down stairs. I seen a boy about my age sitting on the couch. I couldn't tell who he was because his head was in his phone.

I kissed grandma on the cheek and sat down

"How did you sleep last night" she asked

"good" I said

"That's good but I have to run some places. Don't forget that Christmas is coming up and you might need to find a job and don't forget to pray!" She said

She left and I put my hands together and prayed to myself then dug in. After that I washed the plates in the sink and cleaned up the kitchen. I turned on some music and started to sing and sweep.

(Titles by kwame katana)

It's this girl I've been digging these couple past months
She got me trippin' and really I only smash once
Not trying to get to close to happen in my past once
Damn, that day I wish I never went to grab lunch
I would of never met her, my heart I'll never let her in
I remember feeling like this but I vow never again
It's like I don't wanna commit, but don't want it never to end
And if she goes I'm scared I won't find anybody better than her
But she ain't tryna' hear that
She wanna go out and I don't want her to wear that
And when she's out man I'm wondering where at
See but the point is I'm not supposed to care black
I'm catching feelings as long as she not aware that
It's good money, we gon' keep everything, we're set
Ain't tryna' move forward, don't wanna stare back
A relationship I don't think I'm prepared for that

She always saying don't lie to me
Always lie to her, that shit bothers me
And she says out of her love I'm making a mockery
And I ain't living up to the dude she figured I would be
Well maybe this relationship shit is not for me
And she like Kwame, what are you tryna' hide from me
Always apologising, I don't want no fucking apology
I just want to be with you, but you just keep on stopping me
What you doing don't even make sense logically
You don't wanna commit, but then you treat me like your property
I don't wanna believe her
I don't wanna trust her
I don't wanna be with her man cos' I don't wanna suffer
Love kills, love hurts, love is pain
Love is not to be toyed with because love is not a game
Love is the reason why me and my brothers not the same
I don't really fuck with love, and for that I'm not ashamed
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That's when I felt someone poke me and I about pissed my pants

"Don't do that" I said and looked at the boy who was sitting on the couch

"My bad" he said and had an accent

"Who are you" I said

"I'm Lucas" he said

Oh my gawd. He in fine ash but I'm not gonna let his ass know that.

"Who are you" he said

"You wouldn't remember me" I said and he nodded then left the room

I finished cleaning and went up to my room to find a note on my bed

Rosa, Lucas is down stairs. He is suppose to show you around.
Your love, grandma.

I ran half way down the steps

"Lucas" I said

"Wassup" he said