Like it's a good thing to voluntarily kill your own brain cells

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All the things
I didn't like but somehow,
now I do.

Cringy awkward smiles, on cringy awkward faces.
It's not even funny, it's fake.
Which makes it funny.
Now, it makes it funny.
Hearing weird songs on the radio about
drugs and getting high and becoming happy (again).
Like it's a good thing to voluntarily kill your own brain cells.
Taking cold showers when you cry.
It might have been a doleful thing.
Something
I didn't like but somehow,
now I do...

Things seem brighter now.
But the sun has always been there...?
Where are the shadows? The dreadful moments,  the gruesome parts of life that aren't forgettable but rather traumatizing.
They're gone.


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This was a quick write but I kinda like it, it's strange haha.
Lemme know your thoughts, I miss talking to you guys

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