Knew Better

Chapter 6

C H A P T E R 6
(I been catching feelings)

Shawn

I swear I feel weird about this whole Candice thing, like I never really stay in a relationship for too long because I always tend to ruin things or fuck up because I have a thing for pretty girls who will spread their legs for me easily. So this commitment shit is not my kind of thing, but I'll never know unless I really try right?.

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I got to school earlier than usual so I decided to sit on the bench close to Candice' "tree", 10 minutes went by and she walked towards her tree, she didn't notice me though. "Ayy! C!" I yelled and her eyes shot in my direction and a slight smile appeared on her face as she came towards me.

"Hey." She said and sat next to me "Good morning beautiful." I said and all she did was smile and shake her head. "I been thinking a lot, about you... and me, you know being together." I said flat out and she turned looking at me with her big sparkly hopeful eyes. "Have you now?" She asked with a raised eyebrow and I looked down at my hands, shit, I'm nervous and kinda lowkey scared.

"Yeah, I have. Even spoke to my mom about it." I said and let out a chuckle thinking of how my mom roasted me. "I'd love to be in a relationship with you. But..." she was pausing and that shit was some what scary, intimidating and awkward. "But I just don't feel like I'll take it serious because I don't like being attached to people and I don't like people being in my space. I also don't understand how these girls can throw a massive fit when they found out their boyfriend did them dirty. Like I'd probably just back up and become distant. .. so what I'm trying to say is I'd rather prefer a no strings attached relationship, you have your freedom and I have mine." I looked at her and I was stunned at how she is almost just like me.

"Well if that's the case then, will you be my friend plus some benefits?" I asked and she giggled and looked at me and I smiled wiggling my eyebrows with a slight smirk. "Yes sure lover boy" she replied and I felt super excited on the inside. I placed my pointer finger under her chin and softly kissed her lips I would have made out with her but remembered she is kind of scared of the tongue action. I pulled  back and looked in her eyes. She blinked and looked away from me. She's so flippen cute, adorable, beautiful  and sexy all in one.

The bell then rang and she stood up and got her book bag. She looked at me while biting her bottom lip and I looked at her and licked mine then she walked away. I shook my head with a smile "Shawn, damn I been looking for you all over this damn school, why didn't you meet me on our spot?" Taylor said and I looked at her.

I don't know what's wrong with her though cause I been telling her we ain't a couple, like really she be sending me hearts like what the fuck, we only had sex once and she don' got attached. I never regret sex but fucking her was a mistake and I regret it. "Taylor, we don't have a spot and we are nothing to each other move on from your fantasy." I said walking away from her and I just left her there.

Candice

I sat in English listening to what Mr. Myers was explaining. My phone then vibrated and I checked only to see it was a text from Shawn.

Shawn : Meet me out back next period.? 👀

Me : Yeah okay.

Shawn : 😊😛

I shook my head and continued to listen to the poem the sir was reciting. I zoned out completely until the bell rang snapping me out of my trance. I took my books and my bag then left out the class room making my way to the back door of the school I immediately spotted Shawn who was sitting on a bench with his bag and phone in hand. "What's up?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Wanna ditch? I got a Joint and I don't want to smoke it alone" he said looking at me with a slight smirk "yeah okay I'm down." I said and we started exiting the school premises. "Why did you wanna ditch and why couldn't we just get stoned there?" I asked and he looked as if he was thinking. "Well school got boring a usual." He said draping his arm over my shoulders. "It was only the second period Shawn."  I said with a chuckle "Why did you tag along then?" He asked smartly "I don't say no when it comes to J's" I replied and he nodded his head.

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We walked for another 10 min before we got to his house "Is your mom home? " I asked curiously and he shook his head no. He took my hand and led me right through the house and to the backyard and then to a tree, it was a big ass tree that was made into a tree house I smiled at how nice it looked.

"You may go up, I'mma go get some munchies and the rest of the joints." He said and I nodded and started making my way up into the tree house. The wood and everything looked so nice it looked like a professional made the tree house it was nice and cozy and the interior was beautiful. There was a small single bed on the left covered with a multi-blue coloured cover and there were about 4 bean bag seats too.

My admiration was interrupted when Shawn entered "you like it?" He asked and I smiled "yeah it's cool." I replied he sat down on a bean chair and I did too "why are you sitting so far come closer to daddy." He said with a wink which in turn made me roll my eyes and laugh. "you're gonna stop with that boy." I replied and moved closer to him anyway.

He lit the joint and took a nice drag. I'm not going to lie, that looked so sexy. He passed it to me and I took a long pull as well, the rotation between the two of us was on repeat.
"Come here, sit on my lap" he said and I did as told. I sat with my legs on either sides of his waist and he took the last drag and connected our lips blowing into my mouth and soon I was laying down on the floor of the tree house with him hovering over me as we had a make out session. I was relaxed and high with my crush who is now making out with me this is the bomb.

Thought : My Crush Was My First Kiss !!!

I been catching feelings