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twelve

it's been two days and I haven't really left my room. Michael and the boys all left that night I was just left alone with my thoughts.

"Emma, come on you need to eat and get out of bed." She said knocking on my door that I had locked not wanting anyone to come in. I just ignored her and picked up my phone and saw that Michael tweeted.

@Michael5sos: I'm so stupid, I made the worst mistake ever

My heart ached reading that. All I want to do is to be with him and cuddle him. My phone pinged again and I saw a message from Michael

@Michael5SOS: hey, can I come over?

@loveableclifford: yeah sure

We didn't break up but it almost feels like it. Yes I know it's only been two days but when you spend about 2 weeks with someone you come attached and even an hour apart makes you miss them. I didn't know where the guys went I wasn't sure if they went back to there apartments or stayed around here.

I heard a knock on my door and didn't feel the need to unlock it.

"Baby, I know you're in there. Can we talk?" I soon felt a smile coming to my face when I heard Michael's voice. I got off my bed and opened the door. Before he could say anything I just hugged him.

"I'm sorry," I said then pulled away from the hug.

"I should be the one saying sorry. Let's just talk okay." He said shutting the door then we both sat on my bed.

"Did you really mean it when you said that." He asked and I didn't even hesitate to nod

"Of course I did." I said not making eye contact.

"I just didn't know you didn't feel the same." I said as tears started forming again.

"No, no, no. Don't cry." He said lifting my head up and wiping the tears away

"Can I tell you something?" He asked quietly and I nodded.

"I didn't expect to fall so hard for you, but dang it I'm so in love with you." He said and I was shocked.

"Really?" Was all I could get out not sure if he really meant it or just felt bad for me so he said it.

"Yes, kitten. I love you and I'm so sorry for what happened a couple days ago. I knew I loved you I was just taken back and I feel so stupid."

"Don't worry the boys and Bea already yelled at me and gave me plenty of lectures." He said and I smiled a little bit

"Oh. There's that pretty smile that I love so much." He said kissing my forehead.

"I love you too." I said as he brought me onto his lap hugging me tightly.

"I love you so incredibly much kitten, you make me so happy and it hurts me so much to think that I made you cry." He said resting his forehead against mine and rubbing his thumb across my cheek

"You make me happy too." I said and he pushed his lips onto mine and I couldn't help but smile.

"Do you mind if I stay here tonight?" He asked pecking my nose.

"Not at all." I said

"Oh wait, I got you something." He said grabbing a bag that was sat outside my door. He pulled a hoodie and gave it to me.

"Is this yours?" I asked and he nodded smiling

"I thought you might like it. I even put a little more cologne on it so it would smell like me." He said then pulled out a shirt of his and handed it to me as well.

"Just because I bet you look super cute in my clothes." He said kissing my temple. I thanked him and put on the now oversized hoodie of his. He laughed seeing how big it was on me.

"You look adorable. Wait I wanna take a picture." He said I sat there with my hands that were covered by the sleeves over my face. He chuckled then removed my hands and gave me a kiss.

"Bea told me that you haven't eaten anything." He said I just dropped my gaze to the floor.

"So I brought over so ice cream." He said running downstairs probably to get it out of the freezer and came back up with two spoons. I giggled as he ran and bounced on the bed then sitting down and handing me a spoon.

"I don't deserve you." I said looking at him and realising how lucky I got.

"I don't deserve you kitten. But you deserve the world and I plan on giving you just that."