UNEXPECTED (kpop fanfic) [complete]

Fifteen

Me: what are you doing here?"

Zico: can I talk to you now?"

His words had a huge impact on me even tho they weren't big scary words, it was actually something a person says everyday so why was I so freaked out?

Me: huh? You want to talk to me?"

He rolled his eyes in a mocking manner.

Zico: obviously it's you."

I smiled nervously but wait...tell me again why I'm nervous?

I stood firmly and opened the door completely. My whole body coming to view. Zico chuckled once he saw my ducky PJ's. I hissed at him, why was he always so rude?

Zico: calm down! These are my favorite." He said pointing at my pj's.

I once again put up my fist but he ignored it.

Zico: will you come out and talk to me or what?"

Me: oh right. Sure."

I exited my dorm and then closed the door behind me because naeun was still in her slumber.

I felt awkward walking with Zico as if I've betrayed him and couldn't face him but I hadn't done anything wrong. We both walked down the hallway.

Me: where are we going?"

Zico: rooftop."

Me: woah! Woah! Why?!"

Zico: sshh! Are you trying to wake up the whole peninsula of Korea?!"

Me: sorry but I hate the rooftop."

Zico: why?"

Me: I've heard many stories and rumors about it."

Zico: Baboya. Have you even been to the rooftop."

Me: not really but since people say is bad..."

Zico: then stop being such a follower!"

Me: fine. I won't follow you either.."

Zico: yah! You know that's not what I meant!"

I chuckled. He was so cute and dumb at times.

We walked for a while then we got to the elevator we clicked on the last floor which was not the rooftop but it was the floor before it. After 40 seconds we were there. We entered a door that lead us to a bunch of stairs that would lead us to the rooftop. It was not as bad as I thought, in fact it was the total opposite. They're were two benches and a bunch of plants. It was like a secret garden! Lol I love that drama...anyway, the stars gave it a nice atmosphere. It was very romantic. We both sat on a bench and As I looked at the moon I started to thing about my brother. He loved everything and anything that had to do with astronomy. Before he just to take me to the park and we would lay in the grass watching the stars for hours. My mom and dad would get angry because we would accidentally fall asleep and come home late.

"Are you okay?" A voice suddenly woke me from my thoughts. It was Zico.

Me: huh?"

Zico: you're crying..."

I touched my eyes and realized I was shedding tears. I wiped them away. I didn't even noticed I was crying.

Zico: you're thinking about your brother aren't you?"

I found it so funny how he knows me so well...

Me: you-"

Zico: I know you too well...is that what you were going to say?"

Wow. Freaky.

Me: so what was it that you want to talk about? I'm sleepy."

Zico: about you and..me and ukwon.."

Me: what is there to talk about?"

He stayed silent then gave me THE LOOK. It was that look that told you 'are you serious?' Like the type you do when you're doing homework and you ask your friend for the answer to a problem and he goes like 'are you stupid? You seriously don't know the answer?' That kind of look. I as being intimidated.

Me: stop it!"

Zico: what?"

Me: that stupid look!"

Zico: what look?!"

Me: sorry..that's just your face." I teased. Zico glared at me but then his glare turned into a smile.

Zico: I hate you Baboya!" He said bumping his shoulder with mine and hitting me slightly. I chuckled, hitting him back. I guessed I hit him too hard because he winced.

Zico: ouch! What are you she-hulk!?"

Me: stop being such a cici!" I chuckled. Zico glared at me again.

Zico: what did you call me?!" He suddenly grabbed my nose really hard. As many people know my nose is my weakest spot. I don't know why but every time somebody touches my nose I become so weak and my eyes get watery and I feel like dying.

Me: ouch! Please let go!"

Zico: I'm your oppa and you were disrespectful!"

Me: I'm sorry..." I said. "Oppa you're hurting me...stop being so harsh..Zico oppa!" He suddenly stopped and I felt blessed. He stared at me for a second.

Me: BWO?!"

Zico: did you just moaned?" He smiled. I felt myself blush.

Me: I DIDNT MOAN!"

Zico: yeah you did." He chuckled and proceeded to imitate me. "You were all like ' oppa, you're being to harsh...Zico oppa!' " he ended it with a loud moan and groan. I felt myself get embarrassed.

Me: I DIDNT! You're just a pervert!"

Zico smiled before he stood up from the bench and stood in front of me. He stared at me for a hard second.

Me: what are YOU looking at?!"

Zico bend down until we were at eye level, he leaned to my face. I got away from him by leaning my head back. He moved closer until my back was completely on the bench and my hands on his chest trying to stop him. His face was about 2 inches away from mine. I was wide eyed while he seem to have a normal, serious expression on his face. I glanced down at his eyes. They were so shiny. I could drown in them if I stared longer...my heart beat got faster. I looked down at his nose..it was so perfect and suited his face just right. His skin was so clean and fair..then there I made a mistake..I glanced at his lips and my heart was out of control. His lips were so pink and plump and just so amazingly luscious. My heart rate was driving crazy. It was beating so fast I was getting totally creeped out. I bet people in North Korea could hear it.

"You little son of a bitch! Stop beating so loud!" I thought as I demanded to my heart but it didn't hear me. My heart and I need to have A serious talk.

Zico: you want to kiss me?"

What did this nut head just say?! Was he reading my mind?!

Me: w-what are you talking about? I-"

Zico: you want to kiss me and I want to kiss you.."

Me:

Zico: I want to kiss you so badly, bunny."

Bunny! That stupid nickname all of a sudden made my heart flutter. I gulped.

Me:

Zico: I want to hug you whenever I want to. Cuddle with you when it's cold. Snuggle when you're feeling bad and Kiss you whenever I get the temptation to...like now."

Me:

I didn't know what to say. My mind was like: BLOB!

I blinked a few times and came to the conclusion that his lips were a millimeter away and that I...surprisingly wanted to kiss him too. I felt like I needed to get bitch slap. I am a horrible person.

Zico immediately stepped away and all of a sudden I could breath again. I gasped as if I've been holding my breath underwater for a really long time.

He sighed and stared at me. UKWON! I have a boyfriend now! How can he tease me like this?! I bet he didn't even think about him? He's such a bad friend! And so am I! I wasn't thinking about him either! I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON! WE BOTH ARE!

Zico: the only reason I didn't kiss you is because of ukwon." Okay never mind. Erase the 'WE' are a horrible person and turn it back to 'I AM' a horrible person.

Me: Zico why are you acting like this?"

Zico: you're not stupid bunny."

Me:

Zico: you REALLY don't know?"

Well I had a few thoughts in mind but honestly after I gave it much thought my mind turned into BLOB again. I needed proof to prove my theory.

Zico: I like you Hana." Okay then...my theory has been proven.

Me: what?"

Zico: I like you."

Me: y-you do?"

Zico: yeah and it feels great to let it out."

I suddenly felt so happy yet so devastated. I don't know why I was happy. My heart cried in happiness at hearing zico's confession but my mind wanted to kill him for telling me. I was so angry yet happy. Zico liked me? Wait! Why AM I like this? Do I like Zico?! Wait! I do!? OMG! I like Zico! But why did he tell me now? Wait but ukwon...I also like ukwon? BRAIN YOU ARE KILLING ME!

Me: why are you telling me this now?!"

Zico: because now I'm loosing you."

Me: loosing me?"

Zico: yeah to ukwon."

Me:

Zico: why didn't you tell me you and ukwon had a thing? You didn't even think about me?"

Me: Zico you have a girlfriend!"

Zico: yeah I guess but I don't have strong feelings towards her..I am just physically attracted to her and may have a small baby crush on her but you..it's different."

That's when a thought popped in my mind. What about if I was dealing with the same stuff?! What about if I just had a small baby crush on ukwon and I was in love with Zico?!" I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON!

Zico: I'm sorry about confessing to you when you now are in a relationship."

Me: THEN WHY DID YOU DO IT?!"

Zico: I don't know! I guess I was just frustrated! I wanted to let it out."

Me: you're confusing me!"

Zico: huh?"

Me: I hate you Zico! You're turning my mind into pudding. I can't think straight!" I stood up from the bench in front of him.

Zico: what are you talking about?"

Me: I don't know but I'm confuse! WHY DID YOU CONFESS?!"

Zico: gosh sorry! I didn't know it'll make you this crazy!"

Me: you're so stupid!"

Zico: I'm sorry gosh.."

Me: I like ukwon but you...you...uughhhh!"

Zico: umm..."

I felt so frustrated! Why was he creating this bunch of mix emotions on me. I felt so bad. I was playing ukwon. I am suppose to keep him happy and be a loyal awesome girlfriend but here I am thinking about how I like Zico all of a sudden.

Zico: do you really like ukwon?"

Me: yes! A lot!"

I didn't realize how harsh that was to him. I saw his face in so much pain and sadness. Why did I say that?!

Zico: can you tell me something..if I ever decided to fight for you would you give me a chance or stay with ukwon?"

OH SHIT! This just got real!

I'm sorry Zico but I like ukwon and even tho what I'll say will hurt you...I don't want to destroy your friendship with ukwon and I definitely do not wanna be played by you.

Me: I would never go for you Zico."

Harsher than I thought. DAMN! I'm a HORRIBLE X100 person!

Zico: and why wouldn't you?"

Me: because you're like my brother."

Zico: is that so.."

Me: I'm sorry."

Zico: it's alright. I've heard enough."

Me: you should worry about you're own girl."

Zico: I will."

Me: I'm really sorry."

He smiled and that stupid sincere smile broke my heart. He came closer to me and took two more steps and soon he was embracing me in his arms. He hugged me and I was glad because I needed a hug but I truly wished it wasn't from him. We were just hurting each other.

Zico: I just want you to be happy." That broke MY heart. I don't know why.

He separated from me and looked at me in the eyes. He leaned his face to mine. I started to freak out! He was going to kiss me! No! No! He can't do that! We went over this! Me and ukwon are in a relationship Zico! I truly thought he was going to kiss me in the lips but instead he gave me a peck in the cheek.

Zico: don't worry..I wasn't going to kiss you. You're taken by one if my best friend's. I wouldn't do that to ukwon, or you."

Man! This kid is such an amazing person! I felt like crying!

Me: I'm sorry." I said again. He stepped away from me and smiled.

Zico: I'm glad you rejected me. I guess karma is after me since I rejected a couple of girls..."

Me: a couple..?" I teased. He smiled.

Zico: thanks for being a great player about my confession and not stepping on me like a bug."

What was that suppose to mean.

Zico: I promise I will try to treat yura like a real lady and care for her and learn how to love her and I also promise to stop teasing you and ukwon and treat you with respect and not get in your way."

I smiled.

He smiled back and turned to leave but then he turned around to look at me.

Zico: one more thing." He said. "If I act different and ignore you don't take it personal....it may be a step to getting over you and trying to get closer and be a better boyfriend to yura, okay? So don't take it personal Hana."

Me: I won't."

Zico nodded. "By the way do you want me to drop you off at your room?"

Me: that would be nice."

Zico smiled. We both walked out of the rooftop. Entered the elevator again and he dropped me off at my floor. It was quiet through the whole way there. Once I entered my floor, He entered the elevator again.

Zico: goodnight, bunny- no wait! Hana." He smiled.

I chuckled and tried to give out my best fake smile and I think he bought it.

Me: goodnight, Zico." He pressed a button and the doors started to close. I waved goodbye and he just smiled until his face completely disappeared.

As soon as he left a shocking thing happened. I just burst into tears. I didn't know why. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!

I fell to the floor in my knees. Yeah I know very dramatic but for some reason I was in pain. But it made no sense. I had an amazing boyfriend. Great friends (Blockb). An amazing roommate. I have a beautiful perfect family. I go to an awesome school yet here I am crying over Zico. I haven't lost him or have I?

"Why god? Why am I in so much pain?!" I whispered to myself.

"Stop crying Hana." A voice said.

I gasped. "God?" I asked. "God is that you?"

"No Hana is me." I turned around and it was definitely not god.

I wonder what minah wants to talk to me about?