When Trouble Collides

Chapter 19

There he was, standing infront of Jack, his big brown eyes, his curly hair, he was still the same, he was still Clyde, but with tattoos, lots of them. I wasn't listening to the conversation, I was just looking at him.

Clyde was shirtless, his body was fully covered with tattoos that you couldn't even see his flesh. He was wearing some black jeans with a hole in the knee. Jack stood infront of him, nodding every now and then.

So many emotions were built up inside me. I fought back the urge to run towards him and hug him, tell him how much I missed him. But at the same time I was scared, I was scared of him to see me. And I also was mad and angry with Jack, he lied to me, he told me that Clyde died...But Jack works with Sly Mardyth, why is he with Clyde?

Then it kicked in. Clyde was most definitely not dead, he was in a gang...Clyde was Sly Mardyth.

"Woah" Ashton whispered "That's how Sly Mardyth actually looks? He's so dope."

I glared at him then looked back at the boys and tried to listen as much as I could of the conversation.

"Yes Clyde, I did find her, but I'm not bringing her to you."

"You have to!" Clyde shouted "I want to make her pay"

Jack's face became red with anger "Make her pay for what huh? What did she ever do to you?! Do you know the life she is living at that moment? It's shit! Pure shit! She lives in a crappy house with her 3 other bestfriends, doesn't have money, barely eats, got kicked out of school, and she misses you like death! She always asks me about you!"

"Shut up! Get away from her then!"

Jack shook his head "I'm not going to let you lead me like you did back in the days. You made me break up with her because you actually cared about her, I bet that now you don't."

Clyde sighed and sat on his bed his hands on his face "I do care about her Jack. Sierra is my little sister, she always will be..."

After those words everything became blurry, I couldn't listen to any word they were saying.

I looked up to see Ashton looking at me confused, I sighed and nodded towards the exist.he nod his head and both of us got out of the house.

When we were outside we started walking towards a park.

Ashton then, cleared his throat "Care to explain?"

I sighed closing my eyes in the process, what was I supposed to tell him? What was I supposed to say? I couldn't lie it was too obvious. I was Clyde's little sister, the most feard man in this town. It's going to be hard and a long explanation.

We sat on bench under a tree in the park, it was dark now, and there was no one around.

I sighed "First of all, promise me with everything you have that you are not going to tell anyone, please I beg you."

He nod his head "I promise."

I cleared my throat "alright, here goes nothing." I sighed and began "As you now know Clyde is my older brother, the place we were at right now was our old house where Clyde,mom,dad and I lived all together. We were such a happy family, Clyde and I were so close. When I was thirteen, I was obsessed with Black Veil Brides, so I went to the CD store on the other side of town to see if I could find their new album, I did, but it was too expensive. I went home pissed, my dad saw me and asked me why I was that mad, and I told him, so him and mom got into the car and went to get the CD. My parents were madly in love, everything they did, they would do it together, they were never apart." I took a deep breath and went on "They left the house at exactly 7:20 pm, at 11 pm they weren't home yet, Clyde and I got worried sick, because the drive to that damn store could take like 30 minutes or even less. Suddenly we got a phone call telling us that our parents got into a huge car crash with a drunk driver, dad's car flipped, neither of them survived the crash, mom and dad died, leaving me and Clyde all by ourselves. I still blame myself to this day, but Clyde would always tell me it wasn't my fault and would always reassure me. Until one night, after 1 month of the incident, Clyde came home drunk out of his mind, and started beating me, spatting mean words in my face, telling me I'm useless and all those things, he started taking drugs, he became a horrible human." I wipped the tears falling down my face and went on " My life stayed this way for almost two years, until I decided to leave everything and just run off. And this is how I met Viki, and she welcomed me in her apartment. But, I still feared him, I was really depressed, I went to a psychiatric, she told me I should take meds, but I didn't, telling myself 'I'm tough, I'm fine' but I was sure that I wasn't, I would drink everynight, cut myself to the point where I lost a lot of blood and got carried to the hospital. Remember the day you saw me at the psychiatric? Yeah, well, she gave me meds too, I'm taking them, but nothing is changing.I still fear him. I still hear his voice".Then tears started falling and my voice started cracking "I want my family back. I want mom and dad and Clyde back, I just want to live like a normal teenager just for once, just for a day." Then I started sobbing hardly, I put my hands on my mouth "I just never knew they would die because of me."

Ashton stayed silent letting everything sink in. I felt his strong arms wrap around me. I didn't do anything, I kept on crying,my tears soaking his shirt.

And I kept saying the same words "I just didn't know, I didn't know! It's all my fault, if I wasn't such an immature little shit none of this would have happened. I wish I have died and not them. My life is worthless."

Ashton sighed and started stroking my hair mumbling in my ear "Shh, stop crying. That's life, it's unfair, it is how it is. Destiny chose this, not you, it's not your fault. Stop crying please."

I looked up at him, his words making me feel 1% better. His eyes flickered from my eyes to my lips. And I found myself leaning in, letting our noses brush together.

Hi there! I hope you like this chapter.The picture is of Oliver Sykes (lead singer of bmth) aka clyde clark. I love him so much. And the song is lost it all by black veil brides it's such an amazing song with such a great meaning i love it. Anyway Vote and Comment! All the love! -Chrisxx