Tales of The Two Potatoes

Emma

How many times do you have to thank someone for saving you from yourself before your thanks sound like routine and nothing in the world is valuable enough to prove to this one person that you appreciate them beyond measure? How many times have do you have to think about someone in many variations of detail before you realize you're in love? How many times do you have to be told by them that you are beautiful in all your quirks before you realize that you are? To be honest I have no idea. Uncountable things are due to Emma for how undoubtedly patient she is with my depressive episodes and extreme bouts of anxiety. How she always knows when I need reassurance that she loves me no matter what. How shes constantly reminding me that she'll always be here for me. By my side forever, pruning my weeping emotional garden with her tinkling laugh. She has done so much by keeping me safe from my selfish desire to cut myself, to burn myself, to kill myself, with just her simple whispers. I could never thank Emma enough, I always think there is no way I could ever admire Emma more and then she speaks and I realize that I thought wrong. Emma is like the flutters of butterfly wings and soft, sweet whispers of cooing innocence. Shes like that sweet breath of cool air when you come up for air from underwater, she's like the calm curves of calligraphy. Emma is like a snowy day without any wind, so beautiful and refreshing. Emma is the purest strip of sunlight, and she makes me almost feel whole. Emma I cant tell you how much I love you without using every single word I know, to explain such a powerful thought would be like explaining the complexity of the universe. Emma you make me want to sing again, you make me want to draw my heart, you give me confidence I didnt know I possessed. You make me want to write and write words vines thick enough for me escape from the disastrous catastrophe they call thought. Emma you are my greatest inspiration to even to breathe; I want you to know that. If I had never met you I probably would cease to exist, because I have no idea what I would do without your sweet trickling smile, your celestial irises that allow me to swim through eternities. As you know, Em, I tell you that you are a pure serendipitous happening. You give my heart the feeling of subtle dream. You make me feel as though my chains are being carried by more than just me. And Emma I believe that I am bare and shattered to no repair, I believe that am scarred in many ways, I believe that I can never be my Stargirl ever again, and maybe Im right. But what if Im not and I begin to heal, and I can finally stand on my own, and I can see past the negativities of existence. I believe that you would still love me, when I begin to crack again. I think you can and you will love me through anything and everything. And I want to say Emma, that no matter what, who, when, where, or why, I will always and forever consider you apart of me, I will always be thankful to you for standing by my side when nobody else would or even knew how. And Emma Im going to promise you that Ill be whatever you need, whenever you need to my best ability. Thank you Emma for melting my heart and giving me hope that happiness can exist.

Love forever and always,

Lily❤

AN: So this was my love letter to Cap, who is my rock. Love you Cap (platonically of course). So sorry that we haven't updated in who knows how long. Anyways you cute potato spuds! Make sure to vote, comment and to continue reading! we love you guys so much and hope that our letters and our account bring some well deserved sunshine! the song is Lovely by (one of my very favorite bands) Twenty One Pilots and yes it's dedicated to Cutie anyway ~MM❤