U n k n o w N T I t L e

Bundle of Old Poems

2014

One day when we met.
That day I couldn't forget.
'Cause even though I was shy.
You still looked at me eye to eye.

At that moment I didn't know,
That my Love for you would start to grow.

Oh how I wished that you would feel the same.
So that today I wouldn't feel the shame.
Of me loving you so much right now.
While you give your Love to someone like her.
Oh how I wish I would know how
To stop this hurt that I can't bare.

Those times when I was with you.
Always thinking of what I should do
To see one of those smiles that are so pretty
That the world would stop to look at you so happy
Those moments when I,
Would stare at you.
Like a computer on standby.
The whole time through.

And how can I miss,
The moment when I touched your hand.
That moment that I oh so missed,
As you hold me to help me stand.
To me your lovely laugh,
Would be enough
To complete my puzzled day.
If only I could make it re-play.

All these memories,
I keep in my mind.
Because my Love for you
Has no boundaries,
Even if right here
You left me behind.

Then one time came a day or two.
When someone asked me who.
The person I Love so true.
But I couldn't say it was you.
Even though I couldn't say it,
I still Loved you truly
I only could not say it
Because I wasn't the one you Loved dearly.
But if someone asked me to describe you?
I would say this to them and you.

"Your eyes shine brightly.
It made stars look less shiny.
Your smile is way too perfect,
For me or anyone to neglect.
And your voice...
Oh so beautiful.
It'd leave me no choice
But to ogle.
When I hear you talk,
It'd make me stop and listen as I walk."

But as time would pass,
I still can't help remembering,
The memories the past.
When there wasn't much of the hurting.
When I could look at your eyes,
And think of Love that never dies.

Because it could turn to dark the light,
When your eyes would shine so bright.
I can't think of a way,
For me to say goodbye.
Without making me cry.
Because my Love for you?
Will never run dry.

But still sometimes I feel uneasy.
Because I've seen you cry so many times already.
And I think I failed my mission
To help ease you from your depression

To me, it is not okay,
To see your eyes filled with tears.
Because when I see you that way,
It's one of my greatest fears.
You are my weakness,
And also the reason,
I would do anything reckless.
If you are the person,
That I would save,
And do anything brave.
Just to keep you safe,
And sound,
And happiness is with you abound.

Yet, we are still young,
And still many years to come
By that time I hope you find the one you long
But don't forget me and where I belong

That is all I wish.
Even if God unleashed,
The powerful word,
That would end the world.

Because even if I die,
My heart will still cry
For your name,
Even when its the end of the game.

When I die, I'd like to dream
Of you with me just fine.
And forever my heart will scream
To the world and call you mine.

As for my life's last phase,
I wish to see your face
Smiling at me.
Please don't be lonely
For wherever you are,
You're still the brightest star,
And also the largest scar
Right here in my heart.

A/N: I wrote this when I was newly 14. Its dedicated to the first person I ever fell in Love with. We watched the Anime "Guilty Crown" together, it was quite a good memory. Sadly it was a one sided Love.
Its amazing how such teenage hormones can make someone pour out so much of their emotions in one go. I don't even remember writing this much back then. I was in such trance. To think that this was my first proper poem. Well sort of, hehe ^-^ but anyway I hope you enjoyed reading that! More bundle poems to come soon. :) &