Resistance (Harry Styles)

Chapter 11: Every fucking time

Aishwarya's POV

I missed this.

Waking up with Harry's arm draped all over me. His hard and taut muscles pulling me in close as I formed my body shape to exactly fit his. This is heaven. This is home. This is where I belong.

The scent of Harry's cologne still lingers on his tan skin above those birds tattoos where I had my head placed. Breathing in his scent I almost felt tears sting my eyes. Why was he doing this to me?

I wriggled a little to escape his grip but he being the stronger one left me helpless. In fact his pressure on my fragile frame increased.

"When you dominate, I feel vulnerable," I spilled.

He opened his eyes to look at me. They were still clouded with sleep.

"When you walk away, I feel broken."

I looked at him, surprised. Did he just say that?

"When you said you didn't love me, I felt had I no choice."

"When you were gone, I felt empty."

Why can't he just say a simple sorry?

"Harry-"

"Don't speak." He hushed and lay on top of me. Untangling our bodies and removing the covers off us, he let the cold room air touch our already bare skin.

He suddenly dropped down to lick up a strip from the base of my throat to my jaw. He blew cold air on the already wet part and I shivered.

He then latched his mouth to my sweet spot right below my ear. Gentle sucks, nibbles and a swipe of his tongue after he was done was how Harry was taking care of me.

He slowly trailed his kissed from my jaw to my navel leaving a wet trail. He attached his fingers over my breasts as he sucked and licked the skin around my navel making me arch my back into his touch wanting more and more.

He lowered his body further down to where I was literally dripping for him. Why does he have that effect on me?

He blew cold air on my already wet core sending me into a frenzy. I laced my hands in his soft curls and pushed his face further close to me.

"Again," I breathed.

He complied and blew again. Oh, the feels. They were making me insane.

He then proceeded to lick a strip separating my lips to him. He sucked in my clit making it sensitive to his touch. I was, by then, writhing beneath him as he sucked and flicked his tongue over it.

His hands gripped my hips, making me stay in place as I moaned his name over and again. Just when I thought my ecstasy couldn't go higher, he plunged two fingers deep into me making me scream.

He moved them in and out slowly so I could feel each inch of his skin inside me. He watched his fingers disappear inside me for a while before latching his mouth to my clit again. He continued it's assault pushing me near to my edge.

It wasn't long before that I felt the familiar feeling of a burn develop at the pit of my stomach waiting to consume the whole of me. He continued sawing his fingers in and out as he rode out my high while still sucking on my over sensitive bundle or nerves.

And I did. I released all over his fingers as ecstasy took over so did guilt.

This man cheat on me. He said he didn't love me.

What am I doing in his bed?

I opened my eyes, realizing right that second that I had them clamped shut and jerked off the bed. Harry looked at me confused as his lower lip stay chapped with my cum.

"Aishwarya?"

"This isn't right," I muttered.

I put on my clothes as my eyes stung. I bit my lip to control it and head out as soon as I could.

Harry didn't respond. He sat up straight in bed looking sad and in despair.

But mute.

This is what he does every fucking time. Just when he has the opportunity to make up and speak, he cowers and messes it. I swear if right that second, just a sorry had been pronounced from him, I would have stayed.

I would have forgotten all about it and I could have gone back to how we were. But Harry Edward Styles didn't stop me.

He sat staring, waiting and I had but one option left.

I had to leave, again.

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