I was only 8 years old when my brother died
I Didn't think it was real
I Couldn't believe the lies
That whole entire day up and changed my life
My aunties said I didn't care
Just cause I didn't cry
But how could I shed some tears
With all this pain inside
My world was torn apart
He was my super guy
No dad in my life
So my brother improvise
Kept me hiding from the cruel world outside
My mom was beating down and broke inside
What type man puts his hand on his wife
She kept it hiding from her kids
She kept us safe at night
Because him she was filled with anger inside
She took it out on us I was young at the time
How many nights I cried all this pain inside
No dad abusive mom and now my brother dies
How could I go on with this
So many nights I sat up and prayed to die
To relieve me of the pain
To help me heal inside
All the hurt and the tears and the years of pain
From friends and family
That's what made me strong today
All the lies and the games and the pain from those
Days
Has shaped me into the person that i am today
I was only 12 when I first ran away
I was only a child still a baby
I thought he was someone I could trust
He was my family
Guess I was wrong he deceived me
He tried to take my innocent's and thats not OK
Family didn't believe me
Said I was lying
All this pain inside felt like I was dying
I'm out cold in the streets
No one to guide me
So many nights I sat up and prayed to die
To relieve me of the pain
To help me heal inside
All the hurt and the tears and the years of pain
From friends and family
That's what made me strong today
All the lies and the games and the pain from those
Days
Has shaped me into the person that i am today
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