Babygirl's Play Date(Completed)

Forgiveness But Still In Sorrow

/Dolline/

I woke up in a half lit room. Dark. Humid. With a man on me.
That man I thought was the man of my dreams, but really a man who I wanted to run from. A man who causes me to fear.

I swallowed hard, looking up at the ceiling.

I shoved him a bit to wake him up. "Get off me rapist" I said softly, my body feeling so violated. Still feeling his penis, his manhood, still in me. Still inside. Violating me deeply. I wanted to just cry.

"Huh?" He said waking up.
He looks at me shocked.

"Dolline, what are you doing here? What" he asked, he was questioning a lot of things. Everything was a blur to him.

"You raped me...." I mumbled.

"What?"

"YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME!" I scream as I begin sobbing shoving him. Trying to get his toned body off of me.

"I was drunk, I didn't know what I was doing.." he said as he got off of me, and pulled his cock out of me.
He sat up, freaking out. He covered his face breathing heavily.

"I swear I'm sorry..." he said, beginning to shout. Freaking out.

"Nick....?" I say softly looking at him as his face burns red.

"I'm serious! I'm sorry! I was drunk, and FUCK" he shouted even louder as he hit the drawer beside the bed.

I hugged him from behind.
"Stop, I know you're sorry, calm down...." I whispered in his ear, I tried keeping him calm.

"No, just get out!" He shouted.

"What?!?" I screamed at him,
He takes advantage of me and wants me to leave?

"GET OUT! BEFORE I DO SOMETHING I'LL REGRET!" He screamed as he got out of bed, hyperventilating, having such trouble to breathe. He went into the bathroom and took pills.

I stared at him the whole time in confusion. As I put on my shirt.

"Gladly" I said as I sighing as I began tearing up.

I was taken advantage of, lied to, and manipulated me. He was under control. I had no one to go to or tell.
I know it wasn't my fault,
I know it was his stupid mistake.
But I guess, I love him so much, I don't want to lose him.

"I'm sorry, I just, IM SO STUPID!" He shouted sobbing into the bathroom sink. I ran towards him and hugged him from behind.

"I forgive you. Stop this nonsense"
I softly said.

He turned around looking at me, he gazed into my eyes.
I could see the hurt in his eyes.

I kissed him.
I know,
Stupid...

But I truly did love him, even if it was too cute.

I don't regret that kiss.