She's Mine and We TRILL

We're Triller Than This (Pt. 3)

Chapter 37

Zuri's P.O.V

No no no this can't I mean that can't be true, I thought looking at Ciara as zay tugged me in a different direction of the ballroom."you good baby?" He asked breaking me out of thought making me turn to look at him."y-yeah I'm fine there's more people here than I thought though." I said taking the cup of punch he offered."yeah i see." He said messing with a few of his dreads, that's a dead give away that something was bothering him."you okay?" I asked taking his hand away from his head."ye-yeah I'm good,what about you?" He asked looking down at me but not looking me in the eye, zay and I are currently not together after I found out what he had did and whom he had done it with
But coming to prom with him was already set and i refused to let what he did ruin my fun, but so much for that because he's still lying to me and by the looks of Ciara I'm pretty sure I already know what it is that bothering him. yeah I could walk out and leave but who's to say it's his I mean she is the hoe of the school but the fact that they were sexually active is what gives me this eerie ass feeling." I'm fine." I lied seeing yanna and Allen make there way over to us."dang y'all I didn't expect it to be this lit tonight." Yanna said being her loud goofy self I smiled sitting the cup down." Zuri come to the bathroom with me please?" She asked I nodded taking her hand following her out of the double doors and to the restrooms."what's wrong?" She asked once we made it in."nothing." I said putting my head down I didn't want to ruin her night with my problems." Come on zuri,you can't lie to me love, I know you like the back of my hand your my right and I'm your left so spill." She says putting her lipgloss away I chuckled." Does Ciara look different to you?" I asked." What you mean beside the usual herpes mark around her mouth, no." She said and I burst out laughing Ciara doesn't really have herpes but yanna also really doesn't have a filter so what ever pops into her head is what's gonna be said." No I mean like maybe she's pregnant." I said looking at her."and what nigga in his right mind would impregnate that walking STD?" She asked." Xavier." I cringed at my answer." What zuri no I mean I know he cheated but that was months ago." She said shaking her head yanna was unaware of what happened the night of the game when zay never showed."yanna the night of the game when we all went back to mir and vaeh's zay cheated with Ciara he admitted it after I seen the scratches and marks on his back." I said letting a tear fall."ahhhh sweetie why didn't you tell me?" She asked hugging me."I don't know I didn't want to bother you with it I always bother you with my problems and it always involves zay i mean you'd think I'd grow big enough balls to finally leave his ass but no here I am being stupid once again." I said crying."I really love him yanna and he's doesn't even seem to care it's like he sets out to hurt me like he's punishing me for something." I cried harder. " you should talk to him before the funeral." She said confusing the hell out of me." Funeral?" I asked."oh yeah now that I know the services will be tomorrow morning it's gonna be hard to say goodbye to yesterday it's nighty night for his ass." She said and we cracked up when I realized she was talking about zay." No but for real zuri you have a choice baby and thats to with hold on to him and fight or to let go and see if it's really meant to be you owe it to your self to make the right choice and no matter what happens I'm here and I'm the loudest one routing." She said hugging me." Thanks." I said after she finished reapplying my smeared makeup. "No problem now let's go and have fun." She said.

Harmony's P.O.V

"Wait so you told him you weren't happy?" Vaeh,jaz,and Tasha asked we were all in the kitchen sitting around the table eating ice cream and cookies, well vaeh had made her some crinkle cut light seasoned fries to eat with her ice cream."yes but I promise I didn't mean it like how he thought I meant it." I said defending myself I'm so emotionally drained first my father and now Jayceon probably hates my guts."I know exactly how you meant it sweetie." Mama said making me look at her."  You do?" I asked she nodded while stirring the coffee her and sharee had a cup of." Yeah your more like me you like to be independent your a woman of Integrity, you also have the mind to provide and jace doesn't seem to understand that. He and his brother took after their father Julian was the same exact way with me until I finally broke his ass down." She said making us all laugh." But with all that said,harmony baby there has to be some kind of understanding I was able to do what I loved and keep up with my personal life meaning after we had javen and jace Julian wanted more babies, now I won't lie and say I wasn't hesitant about the idea because hell no I didn't jump at it,it took some time king and I were exactly where you and that hard head ass jace are now but we compromise and a couple years later jaz came along. So it's okay to feel this way just sit him down and let him know what's really real and then work your magic if you know what i mean." She said winking her eye at me we all laughed, I heard everything she said and I was most definitely gonna take everything into consideration."This all use to be so easy you know." I said as my eyes watered." What do you mean?" Sharee asked as she rubbed my back." I use to be able to talk to my daddy about jace and I like I fully trusted my father he was always my go to and now that he's gone there's just so much stuff i keep in and keep to myself, I don't like feeling like this I miss him and I miss him a lot, I sometimes babble on to my babies about him and it makes me emotional that they'll never really know him, but they'll only know of him they only have pictures and the memories that I'm going to share with them.I haven't had a one on one with anybody other than you all about what's really going on, and no don't think that I don't trust you all because I do y'all are my family it's just I rather not bother you all with my problems." I said crying this was all to much." I was wrong I was so wrong to let the words fall from my lips that way, and to make them sound so harsh and I was wrong for not giving jace any credit and for not letting him know what was really going on with me. I don't want him to see me as a nag or a pain in the ass,I try not to push him away but I always some how do.I love him like he really is my heart him and my babies are my life and I'd never give that up but I also don't wanna give up my dreams." I cried and jumped once I turned to see what everyone was looking at behind me jace was standing there." Why didn't you tell me?" He asked lifting my head back up after I looked down." I don't know." I mumble as he wiped my remaining tears." Com'er man." He said helping me stand once I did we walked to the dining room."you don't feel as if you could talk to me?" He asked sitting on a stool pulling me to stand between his legs." Your almost never there." I mumble fiddling with my fingers." Harm look at me ma." He said after sighing and I looked up my eyes watered."I'm sorry." I said and my voice cracked he didn't say anything after he grabbed my hands."it's just you've been staying out later than you usually would and when you are there your tired I didn't want to bother you jace,I always vented to daddy when he was alive I don't usually open up anyone but I'm trying, baby what I said earlier came out completely wrong and you refused to let me correct it." I said wiping my tears." Man you should've said something I would have listened telling me your feelings are apart of trusting me harm keeping that shit away from me is what fucks with me and my trust,it messes with my mind bae you can't be doing that,you want me around more you got it,you need a few years to think about another baby you got it, and if you want to still pursue nursing baby you got that to all you had to do was say something stop shutting the door in my face whenever your unsure of something or a decision you've made, I love you and I'm not against you harm. Your who i chose your it for me but baby girl if you can't trust me then what are we doing ma like for real for real?" He Asked standing up pacing the floor I just stood there thinking and the more I did that the more I realized how selfish I was I didn't give him a say so or a chance to be understanding about anything,i automatically thought the worst and I shouldn't have."you know me ma,you know all you had to do was ask and it was yours yeah i said no to the whole job thing but that's only because I was taught to provide I didn't think that I was crushing your dreams but it's clear that I was and I apologize baby." He said coming to me."I love you and I want what's best for my family and I mean that shit one hundred percent if I'm out of line let me know,and if you ever need to talk it's okay to open up to me bae aight." He Talked in my ear as we hugged all I could was nod and mumble "ok." Through my tears."I love you jace." I confessed as he hugged me tighter. "we good ma just stop shutting me out." He said releasing me to look at me."awwwwww brotherrrrrrrr." Jaz said earning a "shhhhhh." From vaeh and Tasha theses bitches were eavesdropping."uhgggg get off me." Jace said once she kissed his cheek we laughed."nigga you love me." She said hitting him." Uhggg ouch." Vaeh winced grabbing her stomach jace rushed to her." You good?" He asked once he helped her to the kitchen."ummm y-yeah I think one of them just kicked to hard." She said but she was shaking and her face was a bit flushed."here drink this." I said handing her a cup of water."Y'all I'm okay really." She said drinking a few sips of the water she was still shaking, and she tried to stand but sat back down."Aye go get mama." Jace said still standing in front of vaeh I don't know what was wrong with her but I could tell it was scaring the hell out him."what's wrong?" Mama jas asked stepping on the other side of vaeh feeling her head and checking her pulse." Baby did you take your meds today?" She asked vaeh."mama yes I'm fine one of them just caught me off guard with that kick." She said getting up again this time walking to refill her glass with apple juice but before she did another pain hit making her drop and break the glass."ouchhhhhh." She winced grabbing her head and rubbing her belly trying to walk and failed as she fainted jace caught her."vaeh,vaeh,VAEH." Jace said trying to wake her up Tasha went to get mir,mama was also by vaeh's side, and I was calling for an ambulance.