She's Mine and We TRILL

We're Triller Than This (Pt.2)

I REALLY HOPE  YOU ALL ENJOY THIS CHAPTER BUT BEFORE YOU READ IT PLEASE GO BACK AND READ CHAPTER 35 to refresh your memory I mean it has been FOREVER SOME OF  YOU MAT NOT HAVE  TO OR WANT TO AND THATS FINE IT WAS JUST A SUGGESTION. Also this book will be ending soon but no worries because this is only BOOK #1 on the TRILOGY yes I love you all just that much lol, oh and I am working on self publishing so hopefully everything goes as planned with that if you haven't checked out any of my other books suck as A'maras Testimony and In Love With The Plugs Daughter then you should I'll be updating those and working on chapters for God I Get It to well i think I've talked enough so here's....

Chapter 36 (continued)       Enjoy!

Jayceon's P.O.V

"Harm wassup ma,why you speaking in riddles and shit?" I asked while she just stared at me, something was bothering her I could tell and by her acting as if she couldn't tell me what was wrong was starting to piss me off..."harm?" I said again after she still said nothing."put me down." She said just above a whisper and I did so turning to watch her pick her towel back up and head back into the bathroom. "so your really just gonna ignore me?" I asked following her as she stood looking in the bathroom mirror with tears in her eyes."jace." She whispered putting her head down there was a long pause as I waited for her to finish. "I've been on birth control every since two months after the twins where born." She said not looking at me."what?" I asked yeah I heard her I was just making sure that what I heard was what I really heard."I said I've been on..." she started before I stopped her."I heard what the fuck you said ja'harmony." I said then walked out of the bathroom."jace wait." She said grabbing my arm after she came following me I snatched away." Man fuck off of me." I said through gritted teeth going into our walk in closet."your being unfair." She called from the room."I chuckled."oh am I now?" I asked after grabbing some true religion jeans and my black wife beater to put on."yes you are,I mean jace the twins aren't even a year yet I'm not ready for more babies." She said gripping her towel tighter with one hand and wiping her tears with the other."fuck is you crying for?" I asked throwing on my chains and spaying on cologne,she stood there not saying anything until I turned and looked at her she was crying harder now." With all that you do and the shit you get into I've never not backed you up,I've never not had your back,when you were shot I was there,when you were hurt about the whole javen situation I was there through it all while dealing with my postpartum depression after the twins birth and now your treating me as if I'm in the wrong,as if I'm the bad guy, and as if I don't have feeling." She cried as I leaned up against the wall closer to our bedroom door." Your saying all of this shit to say what harm?" I asked very uninterested because she knew the type of nigga I was before we even got together, she chose to stick around I never begged her ass to." I'm saying this trying to tell you that I'm no longer happy." She said and as if on que the twins started crying."I got them." I said walking out of the room.

Natalie's P.O.V

"Ma what are you doing here?" I asked once I opened the front door."oh girl hush I know you didn't think I would miss the birth of grannies baby girl did you." She responded walking in with an energetic Jalen."MOMMY!" He exclaimed wrapping his body around my legs."hey big man." I said smiling from ear to ear."mommy is my baby sister ready to come now she taking for ever." He said rubbing my belly making me and mama laugh."baby shouldn't you be sitting down?" My mother asked bringing in the rest of her's and Jalen's bags. I yawned then pouted nodding yes because my feet and ankles were swollen,my boobs were sore,my back was killing me, and naloni has been cheerleading all day."come on baby." She said grabbing me by my hand smiling as I led us to the living room where I was watching spongebob and eating fruit snacks."so how has everything been since the last we talked?" She asked raising my legs to her lap to rub them like she did when I was pregnant with Jalen."ummmmm...hectic."I said thinking back to last nights events speaking of that I have seen or heard from Tasha I woke up and she was gone."why so?" She asked with a look of concern and I began to tell her everything from how E'mon has a wife and a newborn son to how the whole shits happened after Tasha (jayceon's ex) tested waters she couldn't handle."you know I never liked that little shit starting hoe you called your friend anyway and what the hell do you mean his sorry ass has a wife?" She said fanning her self."well technically she's his fiancé." I said relaxing as she continued massaging my legs and feet."baby I don't like this after baby girl is born we're going back home and when I say we're yes I mean all of us." She said with a stern look,now I'm not usually one to go against my mothers word but I kind of have to this time."mom I can't." I said looking at her." She sighed closing her eyes."ma it's just after everything with Mir I was left with nothing I was forced to run and that resulted in Jalen never meeting his father I can't do that to naloni." I said on the verge of crying."baby girl it was hard I know and you were left with something his name is Jalen and as for Mr.Ja'mir forget him,he chose not to be apart of his sons life you can't blame yourself for that." I cringed at her words because they weren't true and it's Time I came clean about what really happened."mom Mir never knew about Jalen." I mumbled unable to look at her."Natalie what did you just say?" She asked as I sat up placing my feet on the floor."ma I lied to Mir and told him I aborted the baby because I thought I was in love with his friend Maurice,we were messing around during mir's and my relationship when I found out I was pregnant I thought Jalen was Maurice's but when he was born Maurice demanded a DNA test and it came out negative so he left me,I couldn't face Mir after that so I came home, I made up the lie saying Mir denied Jalen when in all reality he never knew about him." I said sobbing I tried controlling my breathing and how loud I was given that Jalen was in the next room and my baby girl seemed uncomfortable."Natalie all this time five and a half years to be exact you've had your father and I fooled hating that mans guts because you wanted to be selfish enough to have your cake and eat it to,I always found it odd that he would just deny Jalen because he looks just like him,baby why? I mean has he ever even seen Jalen?" She asked wiping my tears I was speechless I didn't know how to answer and the more I thought about it the more tears fell, I deprived my son of his father I let him around E'mon fooling him into thinking that he's his daddy."No,and now my son calls E'mon his father and it's all my fault." I cried hugging my mother.I feel like shit but I'm relieved that I got that out to someone, now I just have to explain everything to Mir and I'm honestly dreading it.