She's Mine and We TRILL

Our love dont change (continued)what are we?

Chapter 24

Jaz(lynn)'s P.O.V

"is it mine?" He asked and that shit totally like caught me off guard I slowly turned around looking at him."really?" I asked just looking at him."well is it shit I mean I asked you and you turn around looking like you've seen a goddamn ghost so tell me jazlynn IS IT MINE" he asked again making the last three words a lil to clear for my liking I sighed turning back around he walked up behind me putting his hands on each side of me trapping me in "Jaz don't do this ma just tell me is it mine" he said stepping closer to me so that my back was now touching his chest he kissed my neck "come on ma be 💯 with me just tell me" he added I sighed " who else would I be pregnant by dre how could I ever cheat on you HUH I'm not you I could never be that heartless and careless to you I thought I had become every man who hurt me but nope I was wrong dre you have I rather for you to hit me than to cheat on and lie to me why is all I ask you why is it so easy for you to lie to my face but yet still claim to love me" I broke down asking he tried holding me up and I started hitting his chest "Jaz come on ma stop" he said trying to tame me."Jaz listen baby and listen to me very carefully ok it isn't easy to lie to you,I don't like hurting you,&& I do baby I promise I do love you and I'm sorry I ever made you doubt that ok" he said hugging me I almost gave in but I pushed away from him "so why do you make it seem so easy then dre HUH do you wanna loose me is that it are you not happy,am I not enough?" I asked question after question I could tell that I had hit a soft spot with that last question I asked cause he shhhhhh'ed me by putting his finger to my lips."you don't think your good enough to be with me?" He asked looking me directly in the eye "am I dre?" I asked as more tears fell."I mean while you were with me you were also with chy'na thing is she got pregnant I didn't the whole damn story was somewhat made up so don't dre PLZ don't sit here and try to play me or make me second guess myself how in the hell do you expect me to feel you went through all of this why tho" I asked with his face in my hands looking at him he sighed deeply."IM sorry jaz I really am ma I never meant to hurt you but your right I knew the consequences of my actions." He said before I cut  him off "meme is not a consequence and you shouldn't regret her she's yours she's your first and dre I really can't help be feel like all the shit you told me that night was a lie,dre I promise it's like the type of person I am and the shit I go through don't even match up I don't get it Im the nicest rude person you'll ever meet I don't give a fuck about anything but at the same time I care about a lot,can you not see that." I asked trying to get up he wouldnt let me tho"you think I lied that night baby I meant it all" he said I chuckled what's one something or better yet what's one promise you made to me that night and actually meant it?" I asked cocking my head to the side giving him a death glare."I can't recall anything" he said lowering his head and loosening his grip on me I leaned up and kissed his forehead "exactly dre goodnight" I said pecking his lips he was now looking at me I got up looking back over the ocean well at least what I could see it was dark and windy I turned and walked back to the balcony doors and stopped as I heard him say "I love you and I forever will jaz hopefully you'll someday believe that again." I chuckled "dre I will love you forever if i died tomorrow or a hundred years from now it's you,you will alway be First option and my last resort I can hate you but I don't and when we're done here and get back to Cali there will be some changes made and you may not like them but it's something we both need you lied about everything she was never your ex you were with me and the got into a lil relation ship with her and when you wouldn't leave me she left not knowing she was pregnant it never had anything to do with your lifestyle hell she wanted the lifestyle she wanted to be me so admit it, man the fuck up you only lied to keep me but as you can see that didn't work now did it." I said walking up to him taking off the key necklace he gave me that he kept the lock to,it actually worked I grabbed his necklace sticking the key in and turned it trying to unlock the lock."you know they say a nigga could destroy a girls heart by fucking with mad bitches but the thing they forget is that we could destroy them by fucking with one nigga I could never do that to you tho and I'll tell you what dre I've been known to break the coldest mother fucker til his heart was warm and that obviously wasn't you" the lock around his neck finally came unlocked "your free" I said kissing his forehead I walked away "don't do this jaz come on ma you just gone throw it all away you pregnant with my seed baby PLZ don't do this I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm a thousand times sorry baby just PLZ" he begged crawling over to me wrapping his arms around my waist resting his head on my still flat stomach I rubbed it "I'm sorry dre I can't" I said getting out of his grip leaving I made it to the front room of the suite "where's meme harm?" I asked wiping my tears."she's in there with zay and the twins but it's about time for bed for them so I'll be back there in a min" she said looking at me giving a sympathetic smile I gave it back then I turned and walked to where zay was with her and the twins "hey mama's baby" I said picking her up I tried to hold back my tears I couldn't she looked up at me giggling I wiped away the tears that had already fallen I kissed her all over her face "I love you meme no matter what baby girl" I said I put her back down "you good" zay asked as he hugged me."Nope but I'll live just keep an eye on Her I'll be back later I just need to clear my head and eat something I feel light headed ok" I said he released me "what ever you need big sis" I heard him say as I walked back up front I bumped into dre "excuse me" I said cause he was blocking my way "can we talk?" he asked caressing the side of my face he kissed me then pulled back I looked up at him his eyes were red and low he tasted like the mellow mango swisher he had been smoking. "not now" I said just above a whisper still looking at him and I can't believe he actually let a tear fall I stood on my tippy toes and kissed it away "i'll be back" I said walking away from him