The Demon Falls in Love (kuroshitsuji)

Sebastian!!! You're here!!

Chapter 3: Sebastian!!! You're here!!

After sleeping on my bed, I stretch my arms and legs. I stood up and forgot that my little kitty was still in the kitchen. I quickly went downstairs and go inside the kitchen, NO!!! VELEA IS NOT THERE, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?!?!!

I search for Velea and ask all the maids inside the manor but still I didn't found her and the maids didn't saw any kittens too. I started to curse myself. Sebastian would be really mad! Oh no..

I went upstairs and go in my bedroom. I hurry going inside the bathroom and take a bath and brush my teeth. I quickly run to my closet, after doing the things I need to do in the bethroom. Pick up a white blouse and long white pants, I immediately wear it and after getting ready, I ran downstairs and left the manor.

What am I going to do? What am I going to do?! What am I going to do?!? I started to panic. What if a man steals her? What if they hurt her? Or kill her?! Oh, I shall definitely kill them!

... My head hurts.. My chest hurts.. My tears were bursting out.. I don't know why... *fainted*

Waking up----------------------------------------

I have awaken when I heard some talking. I look around the room I was in. I was on a red large bed, it was so soft and comfortable. I roll on the bed and jump on it because there were no people watching me. There was a knock on the door, it might be the owner of this manor.

The door slowly opens and revealed.. O-osh... G-gosh.. Sebastian!!! Why is he here?! And.. Oh my God! I lost the cat that Sebastian told me to keep as a sign of our friendship... Velea!!! Where are you?!

He looks at me and smile. He slowly walk to me while his hands were at his back. He sat down on the bed and revealing his hands with.... Velea!!! My kitty!!! Oh my God! He found it, I was so glad to see Velea. He smiled at me and said:

"Hmm.. You lost the kitten, the little kittens are the sign of our friendship.. But you lost it.. Why? Didn't you want a friend like me? Hm?" He said with sadness on his face.

"Oh, no, no, no, no, no.. I-i lost it because.. When I went upstairs, I forgot that I have left Velea.. And when I have awaken, she was nowhere to be found.. I tried searching for her.. But I failed and I blacked out." I said with an apologetic smile.

He chuckles and said,"Oh, so you like our friendship? And... You like me? Hm?" He grinned.

"I don't know why we became friends.. Umm.. Alright, I like this friendship but... I semi-like you.. Definitely as a friend.. Alright?"

He sighs and said,"Alright... Umm.. May I ask, why did you blacked out? Does something hurts? Hm?"

"While I was walking my head hurts, my chest hurts and umm.. My eyes were.... Uhh.." I didn't finish the sentence because Sebastian might ask why..

"Your eyes were what? They what? Did you cried? Hm?"

"Why have you said that?"

"Hmph.. I have observed your eyes, young lady. It looks swollen.. So.. You cried.. Please tell me.." He said curiously.

"Umm.. Ah! Alright.. I.. Will say the truth, ok? Then you will say a secret too, alright? Umm.. Uhh.. I have cried, yes. When I said that I went upstairs.. I went upstairs crying.. Thinking about my life.. My sad and miserable life.. I thought of my life.. How people abuse me, mistreat me.. Everything.. And I wonder who are the people that are making me glad.. Like father and... You.. I am not showing any real emotions since I was a kid.. When I am with you, my behavior changes.. Deep inside, I am smiling and laughing because of you... There I said it!" I said teary-eyed.

He smiled gladly at me and said,"Oh, stop crying, little kitty. So.. You said that your behavior changes when you are with me? And deep inside you're smiling and laughing because of me? You're so sweet, my little kitty... Isn't that called love?" He said quite questionable.

"L-love? Umm... May I ask, what love is? I have never ever felt that before.. Is that a feeling? Hm? Have you ever love before, Sebastian?" I stuttered.

He chuckles and said,"I have never love before.. I am a demon.. Demons doesn't feel anything that humans feel.. So, love doesn't exist in demons... I truly don't know how to answer your question, my lady.."

"I am leaving... And for your information, I have never love before and I don't know what it is. But... Love is truly fake and all.. Love makes people.. Greedy, broken, miserable, alone, sad, dispicable, pathetic, unworthy and abuse or hurt someone else.. It's just trash.. Or hell.." I laughed.

"Oh.. You have a really terrible life if that's your view of love.. Are you that hurt, my lady?"

"Truly.. I am that so hurt.. Love isn't true.. How do people live with that thing plastered in their mind? Huh?" I said confusingly.

Sebastian held my chin and came nearer. Our lips were so close.. His lips were against mine.. He kissed me passionately... I didn't kiss back, I frozed.. He then hug me. Why would he do that?... I thought that we were only friends.. He look at my face and said:

"Why would you not love? I might have love you, Veronique.."

"I had already said that I won't love ever in my life until I die.. I like you as a friend, dammit! If I fall in love with you.. Our friendship will be broken and I can't live while loving you.. I trust you, Sebastian."

"Hmm.. (Sighs) I promise that I shall make you love me.... Veronique.. Our friendship wouldn't be broken if were in love with each other.. I promise that our friendship is forever.."

"S-sebastian... I.... Just can't.. I am sorry.. I apologise.."

Sebastian looks so disappointed and he stood up and walk off. I started crying and crying.. Do I love him? I need him.. To be in my life.. But.. Do I truly love him? I might be.. In love.. But I am not sure...

I lay down on my bed again... I was so hurt because of Sebastian, he left me.. Jeez, I never thought that when someone close to you will leave you will be so hurt.. Sebastian is a demon.. Really? A demon? A demon butler? How fascinating..

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Do I really like that girl? Veronique... She's quite admirable and smart.. She is sometimes cold hearted when she speaks.. I didn't think that a girl like her doesn't believe in love.. She's truly a fascinating girl.. I mean a young lady.. She's different from all of the girls that I have met.

A demon mustn't fall in love with a human.. Why am I like this? Love.. We don't feel like humans do.. The first time I saw her, I just wanted to 'play' with her but then.. When I always have a little chat with her, I quite like our little chat. Am I falling for a human?