The Demon Falls in Love (kuroshitsuji)

Avoiding him is so hard

Chapter 9: Avoiding him is so hard

I woke up, I yawn and stretch my arms and legs. I stood up and went to the bathroom, I took a bath and then, I brush my teeth and hair. I pick a new maid outfit and wear it.

After getting ready, I went out of the room and start to walk to the kitchen. A cold hand touched my shoulder, I turn around and saw Sebastian, I can see deep inside of him that he was upset. Now, I really disgust him. Why did he bother to go to me?

He sighs and says,"Veronique, I apologise for everything that I have terribly done to you.. Please forgive me, I promise that I'll never and absolutely never do that again."

He truly showed an emotion, I thought demons don't do that. Hmm.. I guess I was wrong or Sebastian is. I decided to speak, I said,"Sebastian, I have always trusted you. You were the friend I had since I have been working here, No I am wrong. You were the friend I had since forever. I never had friends, Sebastian."

"Yes, I am your friend, Veronique. My lust for you overcame me. I have done what is wrong, I am sorry, truly sorry. I didn't meant to hurt you nor to do it to you."

"Sebastian, do you truly love me?" Why the hell did I said that?!

"Uhh.. I... Umm.. Y-yes, absolutely.. I have believed that demons don't fall in love for humans."

"Umm.. I have a really bad confession to make, I am not human. Well, I am just half of a human, deep inside of me is a demonic spirit that controls me whenever I get so upset or think about 'her'. She is my sister, Veronissa."

"A demonic spirit? What does she want from you?" He was very interested. So, I end up replying and talking to him. Avoiding him is really hard..

"Yes, she doesn't want anything from me. It's fine that she stays in my body. When she was living, she really hates people, she hated mother too but he really loves father. I don't know how she was dead but I heard that she killed herself because of a sin."

"A sin? You mean that she's a sinner."

"Probably, Once I have seen my sister... Done a terrible and horrifying sin.. She killed her friend.. Amelie because she have been really jealous and she knew that she was been played by her 'friend'. She have told me that when I was 5 years old, I have remembered it because I wrote it on a paper. I was really good in writing and I was quite intelligent too."

"Hmm.. Have she been controlling over your body?"

"Yes, she had been. When I was 16 years old, she controlled my body because I was defeated by anger.. I was upset because of a truly vulgar woman."

"Vulgar? You mean that that woman do bad things? Such as killing people?"

"Yes, she killed my only pet, Mescott, my pet kitten. She took the life of my uncle too."

"So, have you killed her? Is she dead?"

"Yes, she is. My anger went absolutely terrifying, the changes were very horrifying, my sister always was very kind to me and when somebody hurts me that cause my anger overflow, she kills them... All of them.. Once, I have killed someone.. Someone selfish, vulgar, and dangerous, you see there's a part of me that is terrifying but my sister doesn't control it. I just can't explain that part."

"Oh, you are truly very fascinating, milady. That part... What are the changes? Have you been strong if it controls your body? Please tell me.."

"Well, I can't really say some changes.. Because that 'part' is mixed up by my sister's power. And... I really can't remember it's changes well..."

"Hmm. Alright.. Can you tell me some changes that you've remembered?"

"Well, alright.. There are chaines, many chains that are surrounding me, some chains were inside me.. They were pierced inside me.. I couldn't hear anything, like I was trap in a huge box with no one to be with. I only could see my opponent being crushed.."