Plus sized love

Chapter 17

Hey! so as you know this book is almost over :,) I'm so proud of myself!!! soooo when this book is done I have another book that is in W.I.P (work in progress) it's called Falling for the bad boy. I hope you all would go and check it out let me know if you like it. :)



Chapter 17


I stare down at my hand in which the silver diamond ring Lies. What am I going to say to my parents? How will they react to this? I had thought this threw many times that night threw my head as Zeek drove me home in complete silence. He knew I was thinking so he didn't disturb me. What would happen to my future. To Zeeks future? That's what I was thinking of the most. I look up into Zeeks face in the darkness. "Zeek?" I asked in a shaky breath. I could hear his head turn and face me only for a brief second as if he was trying to see me in the darkness of his car. "Yes babe." he said. "You need to tell me about you! about what your going to do after high school Zeek. What's going to happen to us? Think about it Zeek we only have a few more weeks until grad and then what? What kind of plan do you have. I leave for Memphis in August. You still haven't told me about where your going." I said demanding for him to answer. "Myrah I- I was offered a scholarship to the Art school in New York okay?! I didn't want to say anything because I knew you really wanted to go to Memphis. I know I should have told you but...." He said which led to many moments of silence. "Why. Why would you keep something like this away from me Zeek?! I asked you so many times about college but you wouldn't say anything... why would you wait until now? What's gonna happen when we go our separate ways in August? Hu?! What if you meet someone else and you realized you made a stupid mistake of asking me to marry you?! I just don't want to mess up your dreams that you had I know you always wanted to go to that school but it's still just wrong that you didn't tell me." I say as I look out the window.


We drove to my house in an uncomfortable silence that had not been broken sense the last I had spoken to him. Zeek pulled up into my driveway and I quickly unlock my door with shaky fingers and opened it rushing to my door. "Myrah please don't do this!!" he ran up to me and pushed my hand away from my front door knob. "Please Myrah look at me." I couldn't look him in the eyes. I feared that when I went to look into them he'd change. What I mean is those heart stopping eyes that I had stared in all these months wouldn't be the same I'd fear that they would be cold and harsh, that I wouldn't recognize them. "I-I can't." I say nervously as I turn back towards my door. I feel Zeeks hand touch my wrist and pull me back towards him. then he pushed gently on my chin so that I was looking him in the eyes. "Never in a million years would I ever think about leaving you for someone else. Why won't you believe me? Myrah I wouldn't have asked you to marry me if I didn't love you. You make me so happy, and you make me smile, and..and I would be lost if I didn't have you. That's why I'm not going to New York. Look that day when I entered the sketch of you I entered it to Memphis as well because I know you wanted to go there. I'm sorry for not telling you what College I enrolled in I just didn't know how you would react. well I would know you'd tell me not to go where I don't want to go. You'd tell me to do what your heart tells you to do. Well I'm doing what my hearts telling me to do." Zeek says as he flashes one of his beautiful smiles at me. Tears start to roll down my face as I go to hug him "You don't have to give up your dream for me." he looks down at me and says "You are my dream."

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I wake up with a bunch of butterflies in my stomach. Today was the day that Zeek and I where going to tell my parents that we were engaged. So many thoughts popped up in my head as to what they might say or do or react I just couldn't predict as to how they take this. I walk downstairs after getting dressed and with the ring on my left finger. I was surprised that my mom hadn't discovered the ring yet.

Ding-dong


The doorbell rang instantly making the butterflies in my stomach to kick up a notch. "I'll get it mom!" I say as I flee to the door. I open the door to reveal Zeek. "Hey." He casually said to me as he leaned down to kiss my cheek. How could he be so calm and collected! He's not nervous he's just his regular old Mr. cocky self as always. I roll my eyes at his cockiness and smile. "Hello!" I pull him down to me and whisper in his ear "Way to go Mr. cocky pants... Are you not nervous?!" he acts like he's pulling me into an embrace when he whispers in my ear "So I'm cocky now?! And just relax. your parents love me an I like your parents. my parents love you and you love my parents! Everything will be fine!!!" we walk into the living room where both of my parents sit watching t.v. "Hello
Mr. and Mrs. Smith." Zeek says as he walks over to the couch and sits down and I follow behind. "AH! hello Zeek! What did I say about using last names! you can call me Rita!" my mom said. My father grinned at Zeek "Nice to see you again! I hope you are treating my daughter with respect aren't you son?" my dad stared blankly in the eyes. "TIM!" my mother playfully hit his arm. "your embarrassing Myrah." My mom sighed. "Well I'm just checking. don't wanna see my little girl hurt." that's when I spoke up. "Umh- Mom dad we have something we want to tell you." "Uh oh this should be good!" my dad said as he say up right to hear the news. my father had been grumpy the past couple of days due to the lack of sleep he has gotten because of his job. "Zeeks asked me to marry him." I say straight forward and out there. "-and I said yes." I saw my mothers face light up in excitement and pure joy. "OH Honey!!! that's great!!!" she cooed. My dad got up and walked over to us and touched Zeeks shoulder. "Thank you for making my little girl happy. But I do hope that you have everything planned out." he asked "Yes Sir I have planned out some things with Myrah already. We plan on getting an apartment together in July in Memphis and starting school in August. We don't plan on getting married until we finish school. Myrahs taking a two year course and I'm taking a two year course so when schools over we plan on getting married in June." He said. "Well son you have our approval. Myrah you have a good man there." my father said."I know daddy. I know."




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This is NOT the end there will be one last chapter to summarize their future up together then that's all :,( That's sad IK BUT... I'm working on a new book called Falling for the bad boy it's a fairly new one and I don't have a chapter published on it quite yet but I'll have something soon!! so if you wouldn't mind going and checking that out I would appreciate it a lot!! anyways I'm sorry if anything doesn't make sense I'm up writing this at 2 a.m. Yup.. This right here is my 2.am thoughts ^^^ xD soo let me let you guys go I tend to talk a lot when I'm sleepy o.o BYE!!! Love you lots my beautiful readers! ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ xx

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