"I ain't complaining, but who is this?" It was the first comment I got as the front door swung open. I saw Marcell standing there. I laughed. His eye's were lingering while him, and Cameron shared a brotherly hug.
The party was real cool. I was turning down dude's left, and right, but had I danced with Cameron. I wasn't into that grinding shit he kept tryna presuade me into doing though. I was constantly reminding him that I was gay, wether I dress more feminine or masculine.
Clothing don't change who you are personally.
His crowd of people were real cool to be around, and I had alot of fun that night...
-- One year later; May 21st 2012 --
"PJ Jameson."
A round of applause filled the stadium as I stepped up to receive my high school diploma. A camera flashed as I shook hands with the principle. I walked off the stage joining the rest of my class mates once again. The very last person received there diploma, and then we were announced as the graduating class of 2012.
red, and white caps went flying everywhere.
Over the year, Candie, and I never repaired our friendship.
She did come to find out that she wasn't gay at all. She had just liked the feeling I gave her that day. She was now dating a guy named Craig, and had been dating him for a while now. We still said hi to each other when we crossed each other in the hallway, but other than that we never really spoke. Adell was in the background, so I never really saw her a lot anymore, not that I was complaining.
Cameron had broken up with Cassie when he found out she was cheating on him.
That shit did not go down well with me at all. I whooped her ass. I think I was more whooping her ass for myself than him though. She always had annoyed that hell out of me. She was to picky, and she just seemed to take advantage of Cameron.
He had really started to like her too.
He was single for a long little minute, up until he quit at the pancake place, and got a job at Daves Dale elementary school. Then he met Rachel. She taught right across the hall from him. She took a lot of his attention, and I barely got to see him unless he called me to hang out, which wasn't often.
As far as me, I had grown up a little bit I guess. I threw out a lot of my clothes. Cameron had really taught me a lot aout myself over the passed two years I had know him. He had since taught me how to fight a nigga if I ever was attack by one again.
I never really thought about it anymore though. I can say before I may have been comfortable in the skin I was in, but I had hit a new level of comfort when I choose to change the way I looked,
It doesn't make me any less gay, if I were to dress like a female, but I don't do that make up shit. That just ain't gonna happen. I had to tell alot of men I was gay more often, but that was all that had changed. I was stll the same person, but with a different mindset.
I had decided to stay single, unless love came my way than I may reconsider if I feel that the women is worth it but until than I was just focusing on school, and enjoying life. The college I was going to wasn't very far from my house, but I had decided to stay in a dorm because I just needed my space away from my parents, they were really crowding me lately.
I also had quit at the pancake house, and I was working as a phone service representative for sprint.
I had a small group of friends now. IIt was just four of us, which consists of; Myself, Camille, Lincoln, and sometimes Cameron.
When I finally met Rachel, she didn't look at me sideways like Cassie had done. I actually liked her, and I could see why Cameron did too. she wasn't two faced. She confident, she seemed very sure of herself, and she honestly fit Cameron.
I had met Camillie at sprint, and Lincoln at school. Lincoln had tried to get with me at first, than he I told him I was gay, and then later on we got cool.
"Cameron likes you.."
Camillie told me while we stood waiting for some to walk in. It was real slow today.
This was an every time thing with Camille when ever Cameron came around, but I would always told her "I know." and she still liked to point out that he did. I'm gay what the fuck am I suppose to do about it? I'm not interested in men period.
I knew he liked me because he told me he did last year.
He said he just wanted to get it off his chest. I didn't let it make things between us awkward though. Cameron is my bestfriend. I did asked him what he wanted me to do, and he told me nothing, it was just something that he felt he needed to put out there.
It honestly drew me closer to him because he was open to me. So I was always open with him
I didn't know if he still did or not now that though. It had been a whole almost two year's plus some months. I didn't really worry about it because he was happy with Rachel, and I couldn't really be bothered with that.
I was willing to do anything for Cam, but that was something I just could not do for him
"Milly, are you gonna tell me this everytime we see him." Camille nodded. Camille was very ditzy. I never that I'd be as cool with her as I was because I didn't like ditzy chicks, but she had grown on me since I had been working here for the past five months
. "Yes."
I rolled my eyes. "Why?
" Camille shrugged as the bell to the front door jingled. "They way he looks at you is just so cute to me."
I just shook my head helping out the lady who had just walked in.
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