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Candie was avoiding me. I was tryna talk to her though. I shut my locker walking to class hoping she was there. Her dad was really trippin' on her lately.
She had texted me like usual. It was 12am when I woke up, and saw her text just 30 mintues later. I snuck down stairs,and opened the door. I took her upstairs. She was real upset.
"He hates me. He's hated me ever since Mom died,but it's not my fault." I had pulled her close telling her it wasn't her fault. She was so quiet that I thought she had went to sleep. I looked down to see if she was, and just like it was the most natural thing in the word, she kissed me.
I didn't feel anything from it.
I didn't think to much about it because she was hurting. I kissed her back hoping it'd make her feel better. I regret it. The kiss was fine, it was what it lead to is what I realized that, that's where I fucked up at.
"PJ, what are you doing." She giggled quietly I rolled her to her back. "I don't know." I looked at her stopping. "No, just do it. It's fine." I smirked. "Do what? What you want me to do?" It was dark in my bedroom, but I could see her blushing. "Make me forget." She said softly.
I eyed her unsure. "Candie...I don't know."
She sighed. "PJ. Just please. It's not gonna mean anything." I shook my head. "No.." She groaned. I laughed. "You're upset about that?" Candie laid her head back on my pillow as I lay ontop of her. "No. It's just been a minute." I smiled. "it's not my fault that you won't take your offer's. I rolled off of her, and she crawled on me.
"You not even gay, so get off before I put it down on you better than them crusty ol' dude's you been with." Candie laughed. "Right. The only way you can "Put it down." is if you had a dick, and I'm not talking about a toy."
I rolled her back to her back. "I don't need a dick to make you climax." Candie kissed her teeth. "Boy please. Two fingers and a tongue could on cause so much pleasure." I smiled. "You ain't had mine. So you can't talk."
We was arguing back in fourth in the dark for about fifteen mintues. Until I got tired of her talking a load of shit. Dick ain't everything I told her as I pulled her pajama pants off her, and down her ankles. 'Dick is life." Candie told me watching me.
It was already happening before I could stop it, not only did I eat her, I fucked her too. We grinded, we rolled around, we kissed. She moaned. I moaned. She came hard, and I followed right behind. In the midst of it all we both fell asleep.
When I woke up she was gone.
That was two day's ago, and I knew she was fine because Cameron had seen her at Flip, on my off day. She was avoiding me. I didn't know if I should feel bad because it happend, or feel bad because even though she was my bestfriend, and I do have love for her, I didn't feel shit from it.
I sat down in my seat prepared for class to start.
Minutes into the lesson Candie rushed in apologizing to the teacher as she dropped something on my desk, and took the empty seat behind me. I eyed it. It was note. I looked at the teacher sneaking the note into my lap.
Unfolding it slowly I dropped my eyes down read it.
PJ,
I'm not avoiding you.. I've just been thinking, am I gay for wanting to do that again though?? I've been going through stuff with my dad too.
C.
I clicked my pen, and turned the note paper around.
No. If you like jelly beans does that mean you are a Jelly bean? That's what that sound like to me. What's going on with you and your dad?
We was writing notes back, and fourth till the bell rang. Candie grabbed the string of my shoulder bag hurry me along beside her into the girls bathroom, and into the bathroom stall. I was pushed down my knee's while she dropped her jeans.
I woulda never thought i'd be eating my best friend out on the regular it seemed like. We left the stall late for class by ten minutes. Candie got written up and sent to the principle's office because this was her third time being late, and I just got off with a warning because I am never late.
I was tryna figure out If I really minded doing it.
She didn't smell or taste bad or nothing. It was just the fact that I've seen this girl wide open to me. I didn't know If I liked that. I put my pancake hat on from my locker, and threw my books in when school was over.
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"I had sex with Candie."
Cameron loaded food on his carries tray. "You dont sound happy about it, who is Candie though?" I tied my apron around my waist putting two handfuls of straws in the pockets. "My bestfriend, and I don't know dude.'
Cameron smirked at me. "Got me questioning yo sexual orientation again." He walked off, and I shook my head clocking into the computer when he came back. "You wanna take one of my tables?" I eyed him.
"Depends.Who is it?"
Cameron pointed out the door. "Table 8." It was that same Lady and her daughter. "Naw, I'm good." Cameron sighed. "Damn. Why you don't know though?" I got my order pad from the drawer. "She my bestfriend." Cameron nodded. "I see you. I understand."
Work came to a slow end,and I was whipping tables off with Cameron till we left. "Talk to her about it." Cameron told me as he drove me home in his car. "I got to. I can't be doing that." Cameron pulled up to my house.
"Thank you I told him climbing out the car." You welcome. Aye you wanna come chill with me at this party on the weekend. You can meet some of my people. You look older than sixteen anyway." I nodded.
"That sound fun. Imma see you then" Cameron nodded. "I'll tell you more about it tomorrow at work." I shut the door saying bye as I walked up to the house taking out my phone.
To Candie:
We need to talk.
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PJ is on the side

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