Forever Haunted

So-called Perfect

People never expect a so-called perfect girl like me, having such a hard life. Whenever they see me, they would judge me from my appearances and physical looks. 'You are so perfect', they would say. I flashed a bitter smile every time they said that to me. I've always hoped that every word they said is true. They envied me much of my looks and everything that I possessed in my life. But, I am pretty sure that they would never utter those words right to my face if they ever had the idea about how I suffered my life. And those dreadful and sufferable things really happened throughout my life. Continuously until now and maybe those things will only be stopped until I die.

Everything was about me being the centre of attraction in my university life. At first, I was really proud to be labelled as one of the most beautiful woman in the campus. You never know how amazing it feels when everyone was staring at you as if you were something so appealing. Something that catches everyone's eyes. I felt confident every time I walked around the campus. Even all my friends were so jealous of me and everyone seems attracted to be my friend.