I Love Him - Jariana

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Staring at the crowd cheering Selena's name, I sighed. It was impossible to figure out who to give this V.I.P pass to. As i was walking out, a girl who was being carried by guards, was yelling and screaming. I decided I'd see what was happening. "What's going on?" I asked.

"She snuck in." he answered.

"Then this belongs to you. I found it laying outside." I held up the pass, and he put her down. She smiled at me, and waited for the guard to walk away. "You don't have to thank me."

"You're the best Ariana!" she hugged me, and ran away. I decided to leave at this point. I forgave everyone, but I still felt heartbroken at the fact that none of them noticed I was gone. When I got out, I smiled at the fans who were standing outside.

Some said they were fans of me, but I kept walking to the limo that I called. He started driving to the hotel, and I told him not to tell anyone where I was. It took fifteen minutes to get to the hotel, and he pinkie promised he wouldn't tell.

He pulled off, and I walked around the hotel building, to the beach. It was completely empty, which was a relief. I picked a spot in the sand where I could enjoy the sound of the waves crashing against the shore, as I wrote.

Today has been eventful. We went to the beach and got mobbed. Then, when we went for frozen yogurt, I was like a fifth wheel so I went to a music store next door. They didn't noticed I was gone 'till 20 minutes later, and that's why I was mad all day. Then I pretended to be sleep when they found me and Justin woke me so I had to play the part and hit him in the balls. It wasn't great to hit him there, but I had to. I'm sitting at the beach at night alone right now, writing in this journal. I gave my V.I.P pass to a girl that snuck in and got caught. I left and here I am, and I'm glad no one noticed my disappearance. I just want to be alone right now.

I closed my journal, and took everything out my pockets. I toed off my vans and ran to the water. It was humid out at night, so the water was refreshing. As I floated above the water i started thinking about Justin. He's probably kissing on Selena right now in front of hundreds of people.

Sadly, I'm here floating in the ocean with nothing better to do. When a big gust of wind hit me as I got out, and laid near my things to dry off. Soon enough, I heard the voice I wanted to hear but also didn't want to. "Ariana isn't here. I told you." Justin said from the hotel balcony.

When I heard the door shut, I grabbed my journal, smiling.

He left Selena's concert to come look for me. It makes me happy now that he cares, but

I didn't get to finish, due to Justin standing in front of me. "Why do you keep disappearing? You give me chest pains." he bent down, shaking his head at me. I shrugged, shutting my journal, shivering at the big gust of the wind.

Justin took of his jacket, and put it over my shoulders. "What's going on that's driving you away from us?"

"It's nothing you need to worry about." I held my journal closer to myself, and he sighed.

"Come on."

"I'm not going to the concert." I said, picking up my phone, and he grabbed my wrist.

"We're going back to the hotel room. You're going to stop disappearing."

When we got up to the hotel, Justin sat on my bed. He called Ryan and told him that he found me, and that we're staying in the hotel. Justin looked at me, and when he turned his head I stuffed my journal under Ryan's mattress.

I'm in a hotel room. Alone. With Justin. Oh gosh.