I Love Him - Jariana

n i n e t e e n

Canada has been beautiful so far. Today we just arrived, and we're going out to a field where they ride dirtbikes. Justin and the guys were ready. Today, I also met Za and Twist, because they wanted to ride dirtbikes also so they came.

As the guys grabbed a dirt bike, I sat on a nearby bench, pulling my knees to my chest. It was a good idea I didn't wear a dress. I had on black jeggings, Justin's sweatshirt over my pink tank top, and I wore high-top Converse so my blisters wouldn't bother me.

"Here. This is the only book I found in your luggage." Pattie smiled, sitting in other chair. She started reading her own book. Mine was The Fault In Our Stars. It's good so far, but I wasn't no where near ending it yet. "Want any snacks? All we have is canolis and brownies."

"Brownies!" I cheered, still reading.

Justin

"Ariana's looking fine today." Ryan winked as we continued going down the obstacles of the field. "I'm guessing your sweatshirt is comfortable."

"That's mine?"

"Yes stupid. The bolded Bieber on the back should've gave it away."

"Oh yeah. I gave it to her because Jaz spilled juice on her pink jacket." I can't believe I forgot that quick. Ryan smirked, and when we stopped, every girl that was sitting up by the house was reading a book while eating a brownie, including Jazzy. "You all are losers."

Mom, Grandma, Ariana, and Jazzy looked up. "We're not guys. We don't ride dirtbikes." Ariana said, and Ryan nudged me. His head ushered toward the garage, and he took my dirtbike to a different one.

"Put these on." I gave Ariana my sunglasses, and she put them on without questioning it. She continued reading whatever book she was reading, and I went to the quads. Ryan brought mine out, and then he went back to get his. "Is your girlfriend coming?"

"Yeah, she's going to be here in soon." Ryan answered.

I picked up Ariana, making her drop her book. She started screaming, and Ryan made her wrap her arms around my waist, and I drove off. She was screaming the whole time were riding, and holding on to me really tight. I could hear the guys laughing in the distance on their bikes.

When I arrived back up to the top, Ariana stopped screaming and got off hitting and screaming rude words to me. "You almost gave me a heart attack!" She pouted sitting on the chair she was on before, and picking up her book.

"I'm sorry. You needed that adrenaline rush. You looked bored." I smiled at her, taking my glasses off. She looked at me, and I smiled, making her smirk.

"He did it to me once." Pattie said,

"I was his second victim." Ryan's girlfriend walked up to us, hugging me. "Jackie, Ryan's over there."

"Who is that?" Ariana asked, looking up from her book.

"Ryan's girlfriend." I answered. "Hey, instead of reading who wants to go the Zoo or something?"

"I do!" Jazzy and Jaxon yelled. Ariana agreed, and we waited for the guys to come back.

The smile on Ariana's face was genuine. Fred and Ryan both made me realize I like Ariana, and that I need to stop reminiscing about being with her and make it happen. I just don't know how to after all of what I did to her.

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updating so much for @rachaell14 because everyone knows goddamn well that I'm too lazy to do all this lol.