I And Love And You

Chapter 10

Ok so this is before Maggie and Daryl saved Beth from suicide.

Beth's P.O.V

I couldn't think correctly, am I going insane? I feel like it. As I just stared blankly at a wall, I drifted off to sleep. Awhile later I open my eyes and, t-there he is. Right in front of my face. I try to run and scream but my hands are tied and my mouth has ductape on it. "DARYL HELP ME!" I muffled. I don't know why I thought of him, but he makes me feel safe. I looked around and saw Daryl just staring at me. A smile grew on his face and next thing you knew he was plunging a knife into his neck. "OH GOD DARYL! PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!" I yelled but it was muffled. I shot up out of my bed I ran to the bathroom and puked. I was crying. I looked at myself in a little mirror, the big one was broken, from, from last time. I walked back to my room but still felt the pain in my thigh area. Crying. Tears would not stop. I didn't wanna live anymore. I can't do it. I'm weak, I tried fighting back. I couldn't. I got a razor and sat down on the toilet. "Weak." I muttered. "Never gonna survive." I muttered again and started to cry. I threw the razor and it hit the wall. "BETH!" Maggie yelled. She started to say how strong I was, that I could beat this. I don't think I can. Then I heard his voice. "Beth please, open the door. Set down the knife and open the door." He said. He started to talk about what his father did to his mother. How he had to watch. I dropped the razor and unlocked the door. I ran into his arms so quick. I needed him. I needed to feel like I am safe. I don't feel safe when I'm alone. Sure with Maggie I feel safe but with Daryl, I feel like nothing can touch me. I opened my eyes and realized Maggie left. "It's gonna be ok. I'm here." He whispered then he picked me up and laid me on the bed. He started to walk away. No. "P-Please stay." I whispered. He hesitated but gave in and set his crossbow down and took off his boots. He laid down next to me and I curled into his chest. And fell asleep.