Recently I've been taking a break except for Mark. Jacob doesn't like markita has been having some problems with our friendship. So me Mark, Layla, Cece have been hanging out without Jacob. Here is the picture of Layla and Cece.
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Although I do feel like I need a break from Jacob I also don't want to leave him. I love him and I'm lonely without him. I'm not the same person without him but I'm not enough the same person with him. So I don't know which direction to go to my friends or my boyfriend. I just need help with this but if I told my mom about it she would never let Jacob come over or anything like that ever again. And if I told my friends about it they want to trust me anymore. But if I told Jacob about it he would sit there and comfort me. But he might not you might think that I might care about my friends more than him it depends if he's the jealous type I hate the jealous type. But I also love dumb sometimes because of her about is you and they don't ever ever want to lose you. But I've been used like 10 hundred billion times I know that's not no number it probably is but I don't know. Now that I'm with Jacob I've been getting lots of fame and hate and I feel like people would use me for that and I got to be careful because sometimes they're just jealous because if you like the other person is going to steal all the fame from them. And that's the only reason the date you for the pain but I guess Jacob's more famous than me so why would he dating Me for that I mean I got famous because I was dating him. What if you think that I was dating him for fame? I have been ignoring him a little bit of my think I've been using him this whole time. I need to go see him. Hey guys anyways sorry it's so short and sorry I haven't been updating I've been so busy with my other book the text so you guys should go read that I've updated so much on there it's so funny to me and that's what I need some more ideas so if you guys could come in from down below that would be awesome I'll make sure I give you credit so yeah thanks!
