Abducted

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{this chapter may be upsetting to some, read at your own risk💖 apart from that comment, vote and enjoy}

I sit on the cold bathroom floor, tear stained face, blade in one hand...the other arm stretched out.

Five deep cuts lay on my wrist, they were bleeding for a while but soon after stopped.

The blade moves up to my forearm, it slices against my skin like scissors to paper. I put my hand over my mouth to keep for making noise as I cry, I clench my hand as the pain turns into a stinging sensation, I place my hand in between my heart and stomach...they both hurt.

My head starts to hurt...more tears flow, I look down at my blood covered arm, it's an accomplishment, it stops the mental pain, it only leaves a few scars, I wash away the blood under the faucet, then weakly I smile at the cuts ive made.

I open up the medicine cabinet, and look for my medication, I get it out and pour 6 pills out the pot, that's more then I'm supposed to take, I'm only meant to take 1 once a day.

I shut the cabinet door and look at myself in the mirror, more tears. I just can't help it, I'm depressed, I want to die, I'm ugly, I have a ugly body, I have a ugly heart........I have....an ugly......heart.

One pill...drink,
Two pills...drink,
Three pills...drink,
Four pills...drink,
Five and six.........drink.

I lay on the floor and wait...wait for the pills to take over, wait for my overdose to start, I look up at the door as I started to hear banging "Marnie open this door now" someone spoke outside the door. The vision of my mom comes into my head "Marnie?" she says "momma?!" I whisper back

"Marnie, its Elijah, only me...open the door so we can talk baby"

I ignored him and squinted as the light in the bathroom became to light for my eyes, they slowly close and I black out

Only one person did this to me, made me do this to myself, put me through this pain

Jacob

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If you don't understand why Marnie has all of a sudden turned sad like this then is why:

Basically it all started when she had that flashback in the last chapter, she remembered what Jacob had put her through so she just switched, she was on the verge of depression anyway so that one flashback of when Jacob first hit her triggered depression