Unfamiliar feelings

What they dont know cant hurt them, right?

Previously on unfamiliar feelings

'I just need my space kens' 
'Nell can you find out what happened between Kensi and Deeks last night?' 'Callen this is wrong'
'Thanks fern' he says and I slap his shoulder. We both laugh and I pass him my hands to patch up. He stops briefly, and I look up at him, we both lean in and our lips cone together as one. 'Sorry I had to get that out of my system'.
'Kensi someone saw our kiss before and have been through our messages'
'G come here now' nell says.

Callens POV

'G, I did what you asked and have audio, but, I didn't listen to all of it' nell says, we were in Nates old office so no one can hear us. 'Let me listen then' i say, 'g are you sure? This is next level invading there privacy you no?' Nell asks me concerned. 'No, but it sure got them rattled so I have a right to know as team leader' I say. 'Yes, but wait until there ready, they would never forgive you for going through there private life' nell says. 'Fine I'll ask them then' I sigh. 'There's one more thing, I accidentally caught themintgemiddleofamakeoutsessionbuttheydontknowiwasthere' nell said ridiculously fast, 'again for those that don't speak nell language' I laugh. ' I accidentally caught them in the middle of a make out session but they don't know I was there' nell says. 'Were?' I ask, 'on the couch next to the lockers' nell says guiltily 'and I may of heard what got kensi rattled up even more this morning, outside' . 'Can I have the cctv footage please?' I ask her. 'If your sure' she sighs and hands me a pen drive. 'Thank you nell. I owe you one' I say kissing her cheek and rushing out of the old shrinks office.

In the Gym kensis POV

'What do you mean someone saw us?' I yell at Deeks pacing up and down the gym. 'Babe, calm down' Deeks says placing his hands on my shoulders making me face him. 'Deeks, if the wrong people have seen us kissing while not undercover, you could get sent back to Lapd and i could get fired!' I say trying to compose my self. 'Sunshine, nothing's going to happen, we'll ask Nell if she knows anything about it and go form there' Deeks says pulling me into a famous Marty Deeks hug. I look up to see he's already looking down at me, I start to lean in slightly, 'not here kens, there's cameras babe' Deeks whispers into my ear. 'Guys sorry to interrupt, but callen wants you to interview someone at the boat shed' Eric says running out of the gym again. 'What's this about?' Deeks asks pulling away from our embrace. 'I have a unnerving feeling its about the cctv footage' I say weakly. 'Come on kensalina' Deeks says intertwining our fingers a leading us out the door, but letting go once we left the gym, a small part of me wanted just to kiss him and forget this day ever happened but we both know that isn't going to happen.

Once we get into Deeks car our fingers interlock again like it's completely normal. The drive to the boatshed was quiet with low Taylor swift playing in the background. Both Deeks and I needed time to collect our thoughts, this partnership isn't normal at all.

Once we arrived in the boat shed, it was unnervingly quiet. We walk into the interrogation room to find Callen and sam sat there looking stern. 'What's all this about?' Deeks asks wondering into the interrogation room. I follow him silently. 'Do you to want to explain this little act?' Sam asks holding a pen drive in his hand. 'Depends what is it?' Deeks ask innocently. 'You know exactly what deeks' Callen says. 'I have no idea what has got into you to today, but I for sure don't like it. This morning you both come in looking like you have cried all night lon-' sam says before Deeks cut him off. 'Well sam, whatever argument happened last night is not your concern.' Deeks says glancing over at me then the two senior agents. 'But it is our concern when both of you a) disappear in the morning b) don't show your faces till lunch and c) have makeout sessions in work' Callen adds. 'Well everythings sorted now, well not sorted, but it won't effect our work anymore, we promise' Deeks says. 'But there's one more thing' sam says. 'Are you two, a thing?' Callen asks. Mine and Deeks faces both sadden, but I was the first to speak, 'no, where just best friends, that's... it' I say softly and leave the room, shortly followed by sam and Callen.

I watched the video feed and the sight infront of me broke my heart. Deeks was just staring into space with a sad look on his face, he turned his head to the camera and had a conversation through our eyes, I got the message and cut the video feed from outside and Deeks disabled it from inside so no one could hear the conversation that was to come. Slowly I turned the door nob and enter the room. We both signal to our coma and disable them, followed by any audio devices that sam and Callen could be listening in on.
'Coz that wasn't awkward' Deeks says chucking dryly. 'Yeah.. I don't see why it's their problem, our business is our business' I say back. 'Listen about last night and this morning, I crossed the line, I guess everything that went on in the past few weeks it just, I don't know, broke me I guess' Deeks says looking anywhere around the room but at me. 'it's okay, I agree our 'thing' should be placed back and we should focus on what we really want, i guess' I say looking at him, but he won't look at me, that breaks my heart even more. 'Deeks, look at me' I say moving further towards him, 'kens' he says quietly looking up a bit more but not making eye contact. 'I can wait, even if it means forever' he says looking at me before embracing me in best kiss off my life, full of love, tender, care and passion. His lips against mine just felt perfect, they were so soft, it just felt right. For that moment, it was just us, Kensi Blye and Martin Deeks, no federal agent shit, no sam, no Callen, no rules or regulations, no one stopping us from being who we wanted, needed. After what felt like forever, we pulled away as our lungs desire for oxygen was bigger than ours for each other, if that was possible. 'I am sorry' Deeks apologies, 'don't be' I say before embracing him in another kiss pouring every ounce of love I have left into it. My arms found there way to his neck, and his hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to him, if that was possible.

All they cared about right them was themselves, not worrying about the consequences of their actions, it was natural right? Well that's what Hetty said about the unfamiliar feelings of love and compassion.

A/N and that's the end of unfamiliar feelings. Leave a nice review x